Got some scary news about my health a couple days ago and I’m trying to be okay about it, but I am NOT okay about it 😭

Big on the “Stay safe”, “Drive home safe”, and “Did you make it home safe?” texts….
With that being said, stay safe cutiepies! 💕💕💕

i feel like i constantly always have to go to the doctor for something and im so tired of it… 😭

Watching him play games calms my mind ❤️❤️❤️

i’ve been having an existential crisis for the last two hours and it has been a long time since I’ve had one of those… i don’t like it 😭

well chat, it would appear that the depression is, in fact, back 💅✨

This Christmas is different…. I can’t believe you are gone.
Rest in Peace, my sweet sweet boy Zeus.
I love and miss you so much.
Merry Christmas in doggy Heaven, my sweet boy. I hope you get all of treats you could ever imagine. 😭❤️
Say hi to my old boy Cisco, okay? ❤️

my family’s dog Zeus has been rushed to the emergency vet because his back legs stopped working…..
please, pray for him. please.

There’s only 16 days until Christmas… WTH 😭

I don’t know who needs to hear this today but…
I’m proud of you. I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and i’m so happy you are here. 💕
Never ever give up. It’s okay to not be strong all the time, but don’t you dare ever give up.
I love you and I believe in you. 💕

today has been a horrible day… hope everyone else is good at least ❤️

Thank you so much!! 🥰❤️

I know it’s not that big of a deal but…
I’m four years clean today!!!! 🥹🥰❤️

i have zero motivation to clean and organize the bedroom but I know i need to 😭

so if I lay down at 10pm because i’m exhausted… i wake up at 3am.
but if i lay down at 1am I can sleep until noon!? like wtf!

everyone needs to grow the fuck up and start playing pretend with toys

Today went from very good and fun, to very dark and bleak.
Everything changed so fast.

Rescued a three week old baby kitten today and thankfully found her a home with family ❤️

I have a fungal ear infection in both of my ears. I am so stressed yall, i hate this 😭

Is it just me or does this year feel different? Like 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 different?
Like… nearly over within 10 minutes different? lmao

Why is hunting down golf balls on the course so much fun? Whenever I see a ball, i get excited and say, “BALLLLLLL!!!”
I fear I’m no better than a dog 🤣

Idk who needs to hear this but…

Bestie go take a damn nap. Like fr. Just take the dadgum nap, relax, get some rest.

Thank you pookieee 😘❤️

I completely forgot I took a gummy two and a half hours ago… all of a sudden I started feeling really weird and I started to panic, before realizing, i’m just high asf 🤣

I LOVE THIS, THATS SO CUTE 🥺❤️

i’ve completely stopped taking pics of myself because i’m so self-conscious now and it makes me sad but I really hate myself for how I look now… 😭

I really want and need to get back into reading, but I have a really hard time focusing on books that don’t quickly grab my attention…
Any recommendations? I really like fantasy, thriller, and horror books.

I’m so tired but it’s too late to take a nap and it’s too early to go to bed, i’m so tiredddd 😴😴

Fuck. Cancer.

I hate when I have a dream where a song gets played that sounds SO good and it sounds so cool but it literally DOESN’T EXIST 😭

I keep randomly smelling something that I just can’t describe and it’s been happening for over 2 months…
I feel like i’m going crazy, i can’t find where it’s coming from…