Not everyone gets the life they imagined. Perhaps no one does.

Does my life matter? Am I making a positive difference in the lives of others? Am I truly a good person and do I act like one? #questions #anyoneelse

Why do I spend my time and energy on frivolity and not on the relationships and responsibilities that are the most meaningful to me?

#lifeishard #immyownworstenemy

Is there a word for an extrovert that is socially inept? #extrovert #irony

I truly hope so. I know I didn't do everything right but I don't think I screwed up that badly as a dad.

I was the most amazing father in my children's eyes when they were small. Every day I wonder if I will ever regain that position of esteem. #fatherhood #parenting

When I see a beautiful sunrise with friends on my morning run I hope that my kids will find a hobby that gives them similar joy and community. #running

At times I'm filled with regret but I'm not sure what exactly I would do different.

When I was younger, I thought I could instill my values and my interests into my family. But you can't control the choices and preferences of other people and as it turns out, your family is comprised of other people. Took me a long time to understand and accept that.

As a father, I tried to provide a happy environment and protect my children from pain and disappointment. I realize now that I probably should've let them experience a little more disappointment and teach them how to deal with it and be emotionally and psychologically more resilient.