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Tried to introduce more colors in my #collage

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For a long time — for most of my life — I believed that my inner state should match objective reality. First, it seemed more honest. Second, I thought it would make me more effective, since I’d be aligned with how things actually are... micro.disordered.me/2026/03/29/for-a-long-ti...

It’s dumb, but I only just realized that doing what you feel obligated to do and doing what’s important - what actually moves you forward - are completely different things. And it’s hard, because when you don’t do what you feel obligated to do, you feel bad.

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Skateboarding gives me structure, focus, confidence, and the feeling of being seventeen again, none of which have anything to do with how well I skate.

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Today feels like spring #dailyphoto

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Orange people #dailyphoto

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Impressions of yesterday. #collage

I’ve started new thoughts thread about what skateboarding means to me. Not how to ollie. Not how to not get hurt. What it actually means to stand on a board and choose something difficult, pointless, and entirely your own. On fear, identity and time.

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I try to capture everyday moments as an exercise in managing my attention

For long-term results, you need to do not what’s most effective, but what you can do every day.

I finished listening to Philip Zimbardo’s book The Lucifer Effect. It’s an unpleasant, rather boring and repetitive book that I probably wouldn’t have read if I were reading it on paper, but during my commute or while driv... micro.disordered.me/2026/02/07/i-finished-li...

I failed at writing large, polished articles.

So I decided to try writing thought threads, sharing how my thinking develops, without pretending to be someone I’m not.

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Since New Year I’ve been going to the gym. I thought it would be boring, but I run there happily. No super results yet, but still.

Figured out why: I’m training with a personal coach. He plans the program, tells me what to do. F... micro.disordered.me/2026/01/26/since-new-yea...

Finished the first part of my new project. It’s nothing fancy yet, just a clock, but I have quite big plans for its development. I’m an almost total beginner in electronics, so I learned a lot from this project:

how to progra... micro.disordered.me/2026/01/15/finished-the-...

A nighttime cityscape showcases tall buildings under construction with cranes, reflected in a body of water.

Empty evening

Got angry at people in the metro (in general) and thought that the interpretation of Pluribus could be very simple: it’s about the right to be angry and, in general, to experience emotions different from some averaged rational positive attitude

Once again: I’m not an AI denier. I use AI every day to help me think better and to challenge my ideas, it helps a lot. But I got really tired of reading about AI. All these lists of “17 short courses to get into AI quickly”, “How I... micro.disordered.me/2025/12/16/once-again-im...

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