Mostly just envy tbh and I just never trust anyone that much. Who fucking knows that they will vague the shit out of you one day and trying to bring you down

I cant stand half of the people that Im in fandom in how do I even communicate with any of them LOL

Stop asking me about my persona art ❤️ I never listed it as one of my interest again for a reason. Do I need to say explicitly how much I hated what I draw there?

not to mention I didnt really had the.. best time in my life, constantly drinking n stuff
I dont know why but I get really mad at myself
Im stuck at mediocrity, my art wont get likes unless its some stupid femboy bullshit

technically no one follows me here I just want people to forgot everything I draw in 2024. I am deeply regretful about it and I would not prefer to take that kind of path anymore. I am glad that it does work people are slowly forgotting that part of me but some still exist and its out of my control

I am honestly really scared because I did got banned in instagram so twitter having sudden mass suspension makes me 100x scared. I have nothing left if that happened haha

Knowing that people just dont give a shit about me makes this feeling even worse like why do I even bother 5+ years trying to build my art account when it leads to this

Getting my own hard work ripped away from me is pretty fucking tiring I cant stop being depressed for the past 2 months. Fuck instagram. I cant even look for any solutions or help or some kind of publicity for my problem. People just dont fucking care

Anyways if you want to leave a message or shit i dont care only like two three people send me shit about this bobamirukuu.straw.page

Does people even follow me here lol anyways I quit art. I dont care about it anymore, nor people do. Nobody cares. I am replaceable anyways. Everything I have done has just been huge waste of time. Alteast I got money that I totally spend responsibly lol. Goodbye.

twitter just full of miserable holier than thou pieces of shit and i'd rather stick with a cringe wholesome chungus people rather than seeing an attempt of hit tweet for a thousand fucking time in my timeline.

Dont forget the yurislop

When I wake up and I post my trendslop referenceslop current-popular-thingslop then I demand to be respected as an artist instead of a content farm account

I somehow got a lot of followers blocking me in twitter. I recognize them when they were still frequently commenting my stuff. I know no one owes me shit but it really breaks my heart lol. What did I do.

When you are a big account everything that you do is engagement farming regardless if you talk normally about your interest or just go on your day. You could say hi to people and they will curse you with anything under the sun

I dont have any interest in anything anymore so I dont even know what to do in my life. All I do these days is just watching some brain numbing shit

Tbh I only used this site for gyro johnny porn before

hello

How do you hide likes

OMG RURI SO SORRY I JUST OPENED BSKY AGAIN... OKAY i'll add you right away!!!

ITS OKK joel and golshi was such a match made in heaven..... btw are you active in discord? I rarely use bsky and would like to contact you sometimes 😭😭😭 sorry if this is weird

GOLSHI IN UR ARTSTYLE OUGH ALSO GREAT ART AS ALWAYS

self indulgent sniper doodles i drew while i was struggling with a drawing that i was not enjoying :< #TF2 #TeamFortress2 ..4th one is just for better formatting, pardon lol

Before the game came out, I thought people wouldn't really care about Tenna and simply dismiss him as a budget Spamton. I'm glad everyone seems to like him just fine. I see those two as intentionally similar characters who mutually enhance each other. You know, like Spy vs. Spy.

ok spamtong

because it is a redraw of p4 soundtrack album cover ^_^

twitter really like this one so im posting it here #DELTARUNE #p4