A cartoon picture of a smoking cat Text: PLEASE DON'T EVER TRADE YOUR AUTHENTICITY FOR APPROVAL. LET PEOPLE DISLIKE YOU

Gentle reminder…

I just hope that reparations are made.

Gonna try this quitting 'ting again

Names were omitted because unlike X & Y, I respect anonymity... Neither have done anything criminal as far as I am aware... Until that time passes, enjoy the privilege you didn't give to me :3

Tl;Dr: I was harassed for 9 months where I contemplated suicide, ostracised from friends. Be better people by helping others, not by doing nothing. Communication line will be open.

I reclaim my truth after it was mired in misinformation/lies.

Thank fuck for my therapist. #ReclaimingMyTruth
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To X & Y, I hope your lives have been good while you fucking ruined mine. When I heard the stories, I was hoping they were wrong. I really did. If you did want to talk, I am not adverse to it. But given the fact things got twisted, any communication (incl. Calls) I will be recording. /13

To those who partcipated in the harassment... Frankly can't wait until your burned because karma can be funny as. I hope that never happens to you, where you look at your partner/family before going to bed thinking 'I am so hurt by it all, I can't take it anymore. Maybe I should just top myself' /12

To those folks who might stumble across this, those who were aware and stood by while I lost my mind and contemplated suicide; be better, while a part of me may never forgive you, may your actions moving forward speak more than your inaction with me. /11

... Cowardice or Complacency to what was happening to me, but did nothing when I would've/have fought for them to feel safe and live their life happily... /10

... Of someone's own story and saw the strength they had to speak. Inspired, I left a community that was shared, citing that I have had my mental health jeopardised, my privacy stripped, I was bullied, demoralised and dehumanised. I still hold resentment to some people because of their.../9

I didn't attempt because the note turned to letters to friends that kept me grounded. I was hearing them talk about me weekly for three months... And continued until September. When I went on holiday and heard that I was still being talked about. It was that time I came across a video... /8

... Telegram stories were being seen by people who were friends of X & Y. I felt completely isolated and trapped, treated like tainted goods. This was in the first three months of the year. I planned to end my life, citing X & Y by name in my note (there was a 3rd but they had no involvement). /7

Later on, Y became aware and from that point mutuals we shared started to avoid me... Even to the point of communicating with people have never met to avoid me. At the time, it was cause for concern given positions I held at the time. I had my social media stalked... /6

... I was talking with friends who had interactions/were close with X at the some point and the conversations led to a conclusion that painted X in a negative light (apologies for vagueness). It was multiple people echoing the same story points that were difficult to hear. /5

This conversation was overheard and their partner (Y) messaged me. I was frustrated due to extenuating circumstances (another friend needed my help) and I snapped because I was very ill. I felt like the friendship was predicated on if I was useful or a tool for them... It then spiralled... /4

... how they were behaving in recent years. I had spoken with a mutual while I had been drinking, and they came up, I expressed concern about their recent actions. I cared about my friend, I was worried about their mental health. I didn't want them to spiral and end up in a worse state. /3

... my mental health because they wanted to paint me as a malicious scorned individual while screaming about theirs.

I had a friend I called a sibling (referred to as X), but my view on our friendship was clouded by my care for them. I loved this person and was growing concerned over... /2

I have been wanting to talk about this for a while... But, due to circumstances I have felt/been unable to talk about it. I will be omitting details, but I am tired of my story being twisted by people who chose to invade my privacy and ruin... /1

A 🧵 TW: Suicidal Ideation, stalking, harassment.

Why am I doing this now... I want to put to bed something that has sat with me for years, not as a means to stick the knife in or 'cancel' (nothing to cancel they aren't a public figure). I want to tell my story.

Soo... for Peace and Reclamation.

Champion of Drama youtube.com/clip/Ugkxj2X...

Or Rather an artpiece

An of myself and a Clown Hood long on my mind that was perfectly created by the wonderful @klownteeeth.bsky.social

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Character: Malta (me)
Artist: @klownteeeth.bsky.social

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There are no downsides at all. Zero. None. Just do it.

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i didnt have enough time to finish my halloween picture this year so ill post this wip of the carrie parody i was drawing jsdjdks

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How are those... Orientations....?

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