Time for rest :0]

Gotta like have channels that can enable 'talking stick' mode with a 30 second limit and a 'pass' button that cycles through everyone at least once pffff

Well I mean like, it's in almost every vc I go to. It's hard to say anything about it because it seems normalized at this point

Just had a feeling I needed to clarify why people never see me in group vcs often, because it doesn't feel good when no one listens to me

Not sure if I'm the weird one, but I do not get how anyone talks in big group chats where people are constantly talking over one another. It makes me so anxious and unable to say anything, and the moment I do say something, it is almost immediately trampled over by 1 or more other voices

My best is all I've got, and it's gotten me far enough to meet people who influence my life every day, I wouldn't trade them for anything, but some people will have different paths to take someday, so I will make the best of the memories now

So yeah... I do apologize that things have been slower on the art end, but everyone is going through a lot right now, so hopefully it makes more sense why I don't talk much. Art is as much a cope as it is a means of income atm, and I still want to give my best, even if it takes longer

It sounds cliche, but I literally would not be here if not for the wonderful people in my life, and even with things being as dark as they are right now, I will keep fighting for them, as they do for me

What has kept me fighting, is knowing that my friends are the ones that make life bearable, and even if my safety net snaps, at least I tried my best for them, instead of lying down and doing nothing

Just want to say, generally my depression when I work too hard, comes from knowing that nothing I have done, has changed my financial position in the world, nor my health has changed too much, aside from my body coping in a safer environment... but it is temporary, however-

The popsicle in 3d!

I just don't seem to fit in anywhere, no matter how hard I try to find compromise and understanding with others.

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So my rent keeps going up and I haven’t had any work in a week, which means I’m going to have little to my name. I have a car payment due in a couple weeks that I might not be able to afford because of increasing rent costs, so I’m opening up my Kofi yet again.

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You know, I could just get in bed and take a nap now. Don't ever take that for granted, it is very important

Still slowly re-adjusting to talking without laughing too much, gonna be a bit before I start hanging out in general again

Great news! Recovery is going very well, so I should expect to be sleeping in my own bed by next month... so happy

Soon you will know all of the mysteries of the Chrono Trigger

Yay! Time to watch frogs drive!

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Yeah, but I miss being on discord listening to you goobers talking and having fun conversations

Oh boy, I can smell again! Still got a week before I'm outta the danger zone, though, bleh

So hey... if anyone who has jester OCs sees this, would you be a kind soul and share them in this post? Could definitely go for some cool fellas in these trying times

Would be awesome if I could hang out with my friends, but they always make me so happy that I laugh too hard at least once, and I got strict orders not to do that on these papers. Forever silly, for better or worse lmao

Hooo, feeling a little bit better and getting a lil more rest

Yeah, very much learning that the surgery was the easy part, and post-op week sucks massive rotten eggs on a hot day

Ah, so the recovery is the final boss. Gotcha

Huh, well that wasn't so bad at all

Gonna miss a lotta people for a while, but it's for the best

As spoogy as the thought is of getting surgery, I am gonna be glad to talk to my friends for extended periods of time again when I recover

Listens mostly to music on the account? Not an adult activity, apparently