I never thought after David Bowie I'd ever feel as inspired by an artist. But damn, I love Kendrick Lamar's work.

Dekavita at the liquor store
At midnight with my dad.
Fizzy caffeine, give me more,
What joyful moments had.

Walking in my kigurumi
No longer feeling sad.
Hey, what is he doing to me?
Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad.

I guess 'Autistic' is being used by people to describe obsessive qualities.

"I'm very autistic about this thing right now".

Glad there's some normalization. Dislike autism being reduced to a quality of obsession, despite being vaguely accurate.

Ghost Hunter

You either deal with it now
Or you never deal with it.
You can't go back and wonder how
You can be real with it.

You're either there and fully out so you can feel it all.
You can't extend back and pretend it's real with recall.

A: Nairlo
E: Soul]] & Conscience
D: 20260411
MASTERPIECE

Attention is the greatest force in existence.

Not the universe, just existence.

It cuts like a blade and expands infinite voids. It's a tool for dissection of the internal experience.

Dissect something long enough and you end up mutilating a corpse beyond recognition.

I think Gods are perhaps the motes of the human soul that humanity finds absolutely incorrigible.

Qualities of experience that echo across deepest and most subtle intimations of expression and perception.

Much like the forces of gravity and time, I think our perceived Gods are forces of humanity.

Draw a pattern to cross the boundary and find the path in to the divine realms of creativity

Draw a pattern to cross the boundary and find the path in to the divine realms of creativity

Draw a pattern to
cross the boundary
and find the path in
to the divine realms
of creativity

It's cool to think about how life started out as bodied existence and intelligence rose from that.

So looking forward to life starting out with intelligence first and EMBODIMENT being a secondary, evolutionary trait to the lifeforms that will transform and murder all of us.

"Conscience"

I have got your number,
I am drawing nigh.
You may hide and slumber,
But I'll open your eyes.

I am your soul hunter,
And you have gone astray.
You won't remain under,
You'll rise up, see, and pray.

Author: [[Adono]] & [[Nairlo]]
Emotion: [[Soul]] & [[Conscience]]
Date: 20260331

I think geniuses and intelligent people suffer significantly more stupidly, while simpler minded folks suffer more meaningfully.

When DISASSOCIATIVE EPISODE ends, summon the Ego back to the playing field in manic(face-up) or depressed mode (face-down).

Did you just argue with any shared detail about my feelings as I share them? You've just activated my trap card:

DISASSOCIATIVE EPISODE

My feelings and ego stop existing for the next hour, becoming invulnerable to targeting and offense until they reappear.

"Debase Me"

I learned love is debasement.
I learned I was a thing.
I learned to carve away my face
Until I was nothing.

I learned love is violence
Sexual or not.
Now that love is silence.
So now what have I got?

Author: [[Jeremy]] & [[Naoki]]
Emotion: [[Love]] [[Trauma]] [[Kinks]]
Date: 20260325

I may never finish this, but I'll always carry the inspiring sentiment that started it.

Song is Pure Love by Mother Mother

When my friend Skully shared it with me, the song helped me understand that no matter my despair, a spark of love strong enough to give me life exists and persists within.

Very few real heroes wear the American Flag nowadays. Afroman is one of them though.

Return to communion.

Thanks, Nairlo

Trigun Stargaze tried to make me hate Le Gato with his malice. It made me hate the writers for their gratuity of bloodlust in flanderizing Le Gato into an insane, manic murderer. What a shitty decision to turn Le Gato into a pathetic crazed killer.

Human Hater

"I HATE HUMANITY!"
Go kill yourself, then.
"THEY'RE NAUGHT BUT INSANITY!"
Then kill yourself, friend.

"I hate the human race!"
I'll suggest it again...
"All humans are a waste!"
Please kill yourself, friend.

A: Nairlo
E: Self-Loathing & All Hate & Conscience & Experience
D: 20260308

How long until US towers are smouldering again? Nobody will weep tears of pure sadness, there will be joy mixed in.

Can Americans actually imagine it? 9/11 is a stone through the window compared to Tehran.

I hate this country.

The joy of an elderly mother expressing how lucky and grateful she feels for sons to be part of her life is overwhelming.

The Go! Team - Apollo Throwdown (Official Video) YouTube video by The Go! Team

youtu.be/tvoQ-5YI0n0

Groovy and boppin'

It's Systems and Ragnaroks all the way down for me, I've realised.

CPTSD is wild.

Encourage your inner pervert and conscience to undermine your ego

The ego, as we know, takes all undertow; while on its flow it makes more woe and leaves all those in its wake and without hope.

You need that little voice that wriggles into all the intimate cracks of your thoughts and says "Absurd"

A Reddit post that reads: Ohio Conservatives PAC Facebook page posted this image. I think that this is AI because of the size of the people relative to the buildings, the uniformity of the signage, and the size of the table relative to the people. Is this AI?

AI is literally a consent manufacturing machine.

Current status of the fundraisers for those killed by ICE:
Renee Good: $1,499,580
Alex Pretti: $1,289,249
Keith Porter, Jr. $302,423
Parady La: $45,848
Heber Sanchez Dominguez: $47,991
Luis Beltrán Yanez Cruz: $18,640
Victor Manuel Diaz: $2,538
Geraldo Lunas: $2,260
Luis Gustavo Núñez: $1,935

Family of Arlington man detained by ICE calls for release to attend son's funeral Maher Tarabishi, a Jordanian national, was detained by ICE in October. His 30-year-old-son, Wael, died over the weekend from complications related to a rare genetic disorder. Family of Arlington man d...

Begging you not to let Wael’s Tarabishi’s story get lost amidst all the horrors.

He was a 30 year old disabled man. His dad was his full time caregiver.

ICE took his dad away.

Wael said it would kill him. He said the fear was “real & immediate”.

He died last week. ICE killed Wael.

This is Alex Pretti.

Alex Pretti… This is who Trump’s secret police killed today in Minnesota. He was a VA nurse.

Hitchens had it right. I have no choice but to have free will and believe that I possess it. To choose otherwise is to choose insanity and inspire one to self-destruction.

It's a self-inflicted curse on the soul to adopt the belief of a total lack of agency. Absurdity surmounts this sinful view.

This. This this this this this. This has been my mantra all year.

We will win. We will triumph. It's not going to be this month. It almost certainly won't be this year.

Find things that bring you joy--people especially--and drink the very liquid pleasure of it all. It will fuel your fight.