I always feel like I’m the person people think about last man friend group. Like if someone is going through soemthing people are there but when it’s me it don’t matter

its ok to have a bad day !

david rose saying “i’m too tired” while lying on a bed in all black and white sunglasses

me always

*smashes head onto computer desk* no i’m fine i swear !!!

how strange it is to be anything at all

Maybe not having friends is better idk

Pushing myself to the breaking point cuz “you can do it”

For a literal year I stayed home doing barely anything. And overtime this year since I started lithium for my bpd I’ve gained 60lbs my eyes are doing worse idk if that’s related or not but my head hurts all the time and I’m nauseous more. I hate my body. Like idk man

Starting to think these meds might be what’s making me feel sick more often idk tho cuz mom all like but your doing soo much better mentally!! Am I tho? Yeah im going to sxhooo now and maybe handle emotions better but thats also cuz ive taken myself away from toxic people and isolated myself

The meds help yeah. But somtimes I think do they really? Sowmtimes all I can see is the 60 lbs it gave me and now I hate loooikg st myself

But oh I’m doing so much better then I ahbe in the past and oh I’m in school and I’m doing sooo well. I shouldn’t be depressed.

I’m so depressed. But I don’t think anyone really cares.

Remind me that taking hot pictures for a guy that does not even give a decent reaction is not worth my time wtf am I doing why do I do this. Ugh

The sad reality that no one will text me if I don’t text them first. And it’s been happening my whole life

Why do I want a guy who don’t give two shits about me 😭

Idk man depression is hitting hard rn I just wanna go back to my old ways

i finish a task 🔁 i lay down

This one girl in the discord group of people who go to my school (my new friend group kinda) is really concerning tho. She’s younger tho but she’s posts some really concerning stuff and is posting about all her sh/ Ed issues and won’t get help 😢

Been busy with school, made some friends. Dyed my hair. Struggling a little mentally but I think it’s going pretty well so far for not being in school for years

paulie from the sopranos holding up two fingers and smiling

i am constantly on the verge of tears

One of my fav seasons I’m about to start cult

Hiiiiii

a man in a white shirt is standing in front of a piano . ALT: a man in a white shirt is standing in front of a piano .

me after buying something i didnt need

the amount of likes we get on social media doesn’t determine our worth 🫶🏻

Things like that are so hard