Think am having a wee episode tbh

+ what's even worse is when people ignore me after ave spoken + it triggers this feeling so much more + suddenly am in tears just because I stopped being silent + everyone just proves he was right to make me feel that I shouldnae speak

Such a shite feeling. I wish I could rip out my tongue or just disappear from anyone's memory like nothing I say means anything

Think one of the worst effects ave had from going through DV is that so often when I talk I just imagine + remember all the times I was told to shut up + ridiculed for everything I'd say or hit just because it annoyed him or he disagreed + I just get so upset + embarrassed + regret speaking at all

Am gonna watch Nosferatu tomorrow, am exciteddddd

MERRY CHRISTMAS 💜💜💜

We'll forget I'm a wee bit of an idiot + took him back at Christmas time last year because 💀💀💀💀 stupid idea

Xmas without my ex will be so weird but good. Fear free safe Xmas like WHAAAT?

Merry Christmas!! 💜🫶🏽

Ily 💜🫶🏽

I really dinnae want to do it but I think it's my only chance at living with any freedom + safety because he refuses to let me go... Thank you 💜💜💜

Only way he'll ever leave me alone is if he goes to prison + am not sure I could go through that whole utter shite process

Picrews without black hairstyles wyd...

Why are ma notifications so glitchy

Aye thanks to ma ex I cannae be around drunk men without having a full on panic attack. Cheers for that ye twat 💜🫶🏽

Awe! 🫶🏽💜 Dinnae worry I always come back eventually haha vent shutting down cannae stop me 🤭 am doing okay for once actually! How are you doing?

What is sleep anyway?

Wildest thing about escaping dv is that months later am still trying to realise am able to check + be on my phone without waiting for him to be out or asleep + I CAN look at it + be on it freely whenever without getting shit beaten out of me.... FUCKING WILD

Irn bru am so sorry, ave cheated on you with Monster

Ave no had a irn bru in over a week, THE FUCK IS GOING ON?

Scotland looks stiff this morning.

26 + He / him + Mixed Race + 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿
D.V Survivor + Recovering Addict
Batman 1989 + Prince Enthusiast
I was Vent user .brandy 💜🫶🏽