Years ago I watched the final shuttle launch (in person) that ended our shuttle program. Tonight, I watched a live stream of the Artemis II crew returning home in the Orion module after a trip around the moon. I’m full of so many emotions getting to see this.
I miss what it feels like when everything is normal in your own lil bubble.
Never thought my insomnia would be made worse by my dog snoring but here we are.
Every time I think I’ve finally hit rock bottom and can’t get kicked any harder, the universe finds a way.
Because losing mom wasn’t enough, today I had to get biopsies done after they found something in my mammogram a couple weeks ago. I did diagnostic testing and they decided biopsies were needed. Of all the times when you really need mom comfort, she’s not there any more. I’m beyond scared.
Yesterday, we buried mom. It’s been a rough week. Dad and I are adjusting to a new normal without her but it’s hard. I miss her so much.
I’ve ordered myself a custom piece from krakenwhip. Not cheap but their work is solid and I’m not interested in learning leather working, I already have too many hobbies and have just picked up a new one last month with loom weaving.
Things are still really rough in my world. My ankle won’t heal, work is trying to fire me, mom’s health is extremely poor and she’s now admitted to considering suicide. It’s all taking a serious toll and I don’t know what to do.
Please be true. Please be true. Please be true…
@flysea.bsky.social it’s not a very good look for trying to retrieve a lost item when your lost and found doesn’t answer their phone over multiple days of attempts to call.
Life has continued to kick me while I’m down. Still treading water for now though.
None that I’m aware of. Sorry.
It’s amazing how many people give utterly zero shits about others in the fandom, or even go out of their way to actively harm others simply out of willful ignorance because they just *have* to make a buck.
That’s how part of my embroidery machine is threaded. I wish the whole thing threaded that way though.
I was a bit late doing it cause of being in my PT appointment, but I posted a link to a 24/7 cat sanctuary stream on twitch. 350+ kitties so there's always a few awake doing *cat things* www.twitch.tv/furball_farm
Didn't get the HQ position at work I'd been trying for and I'm also being transferred out of my station. Even though I haven't been able to work in over 7 months due to injury I'm doubly crushed and want to just quit everything and disappear. This sucks so much.
All of the cats are technically deemed unadoptable, though a few find homes. I've recently discovered the stream myself and it's just simply peaceful. Humans come in a few times a day to clean and feed, and interact with the cats that want interaction. Otherwise, it just cycles cameras.
If anyone else is wanting a slice of drama-free happy on the internet, might I interest you in a 24/7 twitch feed of a cat rescue? Furball_farm has 350+ once feral kitties that they care for & will try to rehome if possible. Plenty of toys, catio, climbing, and sleeping spaces.
Woke up to the news that a friend from work lost her battle with breast cancer this morning.
In all seriousness, I embroider names onto 1" cotton lanyards that I make already. It would be super easy to do this.
I’m still also insanely grateful to those who helped us and wiped the doggy wishlist out while Recon and I were training together. Pretty much everything is still in use today, even the toys, because he’s not super destructive with his toys.
Hard to believe but today is Recon’s 5th gotcha day.
Stop trying to make me have to work...
Found this video and my brain immediately envisions a certain derpkitty just sitting back, cackling like a maniac. www.reddit.com/r/Satisfying...
Time to freak out and shut the city down again.
@rakule.bsky.social is there a way I can just like, send you art to get your opinion on what fleeces and furs and things to possibly use on something for a personal piece? I don't wanna post it all on here.
Looks super decadent! For now though, I’m gonna stick with my usual hot cocoa that I make at home, especially since it’s going down to 14F tonight!
ok...I need to know how french hot chocolate differs from regular hot chocolate....for reasons....
As long as you have a healthy outlet for whatever emotions you need to deal with, then you do you!
As someone who has been seeing a trauma-informed therapist for 7+ years now, therapy is fucking HARD WORK and it sucks! I have had 1 missed appt in that time where I called to cancel and told her I just flat wasn't feeling like it and she totally respected that. It's also just not for everyone.