I’m a huge fan of Marie Lu. Beautiful and emotional writing. She has quite a few stories out there.

TW: Spider
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I know I don’t post much here. However, I had a little guy ask me for help and so he got it. He didn’t come to fight and went along for the ride.

Evie is a special cat. #cats

Super excited to announce that I am going to be in my second show at the community theatre! Robertson Ay, here we go fella! #theatre #music

Ladies and gentlemen,

My weirdo cat, Evie.

Sincerely,
Nikoli

Did my audition today. Excited to see what happens!

The point explains itself. Ultimately these people need to decide to be Christ-like or worship their oppressors in the forming oligarchy.

Why yes I am. Or maybe my body will continue falling apart at 34 in 6 months. 🤷🏼‍♂️

This person must not have felt a day in their lives. *continues writing in first-person*

a man in a suit and hat is standing in front of a door holding a gun . ALT: a man in a suit and hat is standing in front of a door holding a gun .

I filled out my audition form! This is the only thing keeping me from crumbling and succumbing into a despair cycle is getting to be on the stage again!

Please make it all make sense again!Turn a switch on and off? Jostle the handle? Open and shut a window? No? Fuck.

It’s all good, continue!

6 days left before the first audition of the year. 168 days before the second. And 239 days before the third.

I’m doing this for the sake of the mantra: One day at a time.

The future is unknown and this is all I have to keep my mind off of everything.

I think I can make this home enough. The interface is odd, but learning isn’t difficult.

Even being in the community theater group, I know not to do this. I don’t even do this at home.

I never know what to post, so I don’t post. But if I don’t post anything no one will see it.

Too much goes around my head. 😂

I have these two little sticky notes that I try to read everyday. If it’s hard to read for you, here you go:
When you sing: just be you.
“Nerves aren’t a bad thing. They are a reminder that you about to do something important.” The last one is from a sleep story from Calm that Cynthia Erivo did.

Adulthood:
I Don’t Think About You- Kelly Clarkson
A Beautiful Day- Micheal Bublé
Feeling Good- Nina Simone
Glitter in the Air- P!nk
Praying- Kesha

Let play a game! Music that shaped you. Top 5 songs that shaped your childhood and adulthood. I’ll go first:

Childhood:
Beautiful- Bethany Dillon
So Small- Carrie Underwood
Because of You- Kelly Clarkson
Feeling Good- Micheal Bublé
Complicated- Avril Lavigne

All the time. 🖐🏻

Nothing like afternoon tea to prep for voice.

Also, if you’re scrolling through: take a chance to breathe and have a tea yourself.

This has been self-care help from a fellow human.
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
🩷🩵🤍
🖤🤎

Tartar sauce on eggs (scrambled) instantly became a favorite of mine. My husband thought it was weird and unhinged.

The view from the shared apartment backyard before it gets too dark.

He is so bougie that he has bandannas for every holiday and season 😂

He’s such a good boy, thank you! 😊

If I must. 😹

My new favorite word.

Definitively better and I’ve been here less than 24 hours. 💛

The correct response.

My plan is going to consist of keeping myself preoccupied. Maybe finish a song verse today is on the agenda!