For a while, now, I’ve looked at little subgroups in the fandom of really cool people I’ve tried to interact with and got an inclination of “why am I not good enough for them”
Idk why it’s dawned upon me now, in the Pittsburgh airport after a night of zero sleep, but it’s not that I’m not good 1/2
Enough, it’s that I believe I’m not good enough
Where did the confidence go, when did I start to believe the negative self talk
I think I owe it to myself to take a little self improvement journey, mentally and physically, and really mean it
For a while, now, I’ve looked at little subgroups in the fandom of really cool people I’ve tried to interact with and got an inclination of “why am I not good enough for them”
Idk why it’s dawned upon me now, in the Pittsburgh airport after a night of zero sleep, but it’s not that I’m not good 1/2
It is almost horsey time :)
is it still "a walk" if you're standing still on an escalator?
🐕🦺: @kizma.bsky.social
📸: @hypercat.me
Would steal ;)
Hyena >:)
Turning a dogs brain into good puppy goo (he doesn’t mind 😉)
Wonderful spicy art made by @pacheriggs.bsky.social
Me thinks he likes it down there
Ft. Mesa (@pyrorexx.bsky.social)
🎨: Strawb Shibe
The amount of distressed im caused by not really wanting to be here anymore but hanging in there for /other/ people is compounding 🥲
Wow!! It's us! 🤩
ft. 💙 boyfriendog @keplin.bsky.social and 💯 goodog @kizma.bsky.social
Parkour!!!
“Town halls” and “all hands” are my favorite because they always end up just being an executive circle jerk where they all talk about how they’re the greatest thing since sliced bread but then also how everyone else isn’t good enough.
It’s so pathetic
I think it might have always been the norm tbh
“We made a fuck ton of money, more than we planned, but not as ridiculously much as we arbitrarily decided we want, so we have to cut all of your bonuses and possibly lay people off”
Is my favorite type of corporate executive bullshit
I hate rich people so much
I’ve been so grossly irritable lately
I don’t know if it’s the lack of caffeine (I should be far off it that withdrawals are over) or the fact I’m hungry always because of this diet but after a month of diet and exercise, I’m in the most irritable and negative headspace I’ve been in for months
Where they hyena boyfriends at >:(
Stealing this dog
A do nothing day never hurt anyone!! Xp
Haru nooooooo 😭
Stolen by @kizma.bsky.social
(Don’t remember the 📸 sorry)
Yeens #1
Cedar yeen NOW
Losing weight is so cruel because I feel like I worked so hard last week just to go from 249.5 to 246.1 and, I know that’s objectively fast results, but it feels like I’m going from “very over my ideal weight” to “slightly less very over my ideal weight” lol
Just gotta trust the process
Thanks! Think I just kinda need to wrap my head around how NOT personal a lot of things are
Not talking about anything In soecific, it’s just hard for me to feel like NOT being included in something could happen for 1,000,000 other reasons than “they all don’t care/dislike me” and then I spiral 😵💫
Wise words
For a while I thought I might be diagnosably paranoid. I kinda always often feel like everyone is against me or is just putting up with me.
I think I REALLT just have self esteem issues with a healthy dose of catastrophic thinking.
Not really sure how to fix this 🤔
Vine-Era furry fandom was so peak