🎶Maybe, you're not sad enough
Maybe, I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
Maybe, you're not sad enough
Or maybe, I should give it up🎶
🎶 Maybe, you're not sad enough
Maybe, I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
Maybe, you're not sad enough
Or maybe, I should give it up 🎶
It's now, when it hurts so much when I'm not even moving or lying in a way that should hurt. This is when I wonder why I'm still here.
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
Oh, why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
I'm losing my goddamn mind. I'm losing me.
So we cheated and we lied and we tested
And we never failed to fail, it was the easiest thing to do
You will survive being bested
Somebody fine will come along, make me forget about loving you
At the Southern Cross
I think I'm losing my mind.
I hope my tombstone will read "She was the type of girl who tied bows in the strings of her pink cargo pants and decorated them with dangling sparklies." Now, just need to find some dangling sparklies..
I'm allergic to cats but still celebrate this holy day
New Jersey has proposed the F.U.C.K.I.C.E Act. www.nytimes.com/2026/02/21/n...
Former ICE lawyer Ryan Schwank: “I received secretive orders to teach new cadets to violate the Constitution.”
🎶I don't belong here
I'm having a hard time
Stuck on the bathroom floor
And I'm spiraling and I can't stop crying
It's all a nightmare
I'm losing it big time
Been on this hamster wheel for the last four years
And I'm fucking tired🎶
There's just so much. My entire lower back, my spine from my tailbone to above the curve in my back, down both legs about halfway down the thighs. But you know, with my fatigue and pain and all, I'm not worthy of surgery until I lose 10 to 20 lbs. There's nothing anyone can do or say to help.
Most people don't know me on here so it's safer for me to post this but I swear, my chronic issues are bringing up childhood trauma like nobody's business, mostly around being accused of being a liar and not being allowed to be sick when I'm sick.
If God is real, can he please smite me now? I'm ready to go.
I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are, come back down
& I won't tell 'em your name
We grew up way too fast
& now there's nothing to believe
& reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
& I won't tell no one your name
& I won't tell 'em your name
"My mother was a test tube, my father was a knife. "
"Absolution and forgiveness are earned by ordeal; you’ve known that since you were old enough to know anything."
This fucking stings so bad. Running into the words unexpectedly in a fanfic hit hard.
The stuff Jeffrey Epstein’s friends felt comfortable saying and drawing in grotesque detail with their names attached knowing they would not face consequences is the kind of thing I think of when I think about rape culture and how sexual violence against girls and young women is actually glorified
Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be so hard.
When I die, I want my immediate family to take a picture of the corpse and then plaster the GTA "WASTED" image over it. Then send that out to my family and friends.
I have cat trees in two windows and on the screened in back porch so they can watch wildlife. Also we built them a little garden on the porch for fresh catnip and grass.
I might have spoiled them. 😻
Bye, baby. Thank you for spending your life with me.
#FuckTheRainbowBridge #GiveMeBackMyCat
FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK
Everything is all fucked up. I've completely lost who I am. Thank goodness for stable relationships while my identity dissolves. At least I have support, if only I could tell them what's going on.
I'll tell you later. Fucking healthcare shit. Nothing I want to share here
