official diagnosis of tummy hort...

nothing scary im just probably having an unusually rough recovery 🥹 I'll take it over the alternatives any day at least

nevermind we cant keep down fluids 🥲

going to get some labs done and if those don't show anything give it up for hospital trip number five 💀

even if I have to mute the mic every time I throw up we will be doing at least one zatsu stream this week damn it

ngl I legitimately thought I was in the clear and finally doing better until I was informed that sleeping 16 hours a day and having consecutive days of severe nausea is not normal at this point in the healing process 🥲

please let me out of surgery complication hell I just wanted to stream tomorrow 🥹

WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE SOLD OUT WHO ELSE IS BUYING DOMO-KUN POSTERS IN 2026

bluesky employees: we are vibe coding the entire website using only AI now

yeah dude, i can tell

malort with salted peanuts

malort doesn't work 😔

bad pain days so she kept me company 🥹

bad: 100% should not be in this pain right now, the bruising and swelling is so bad it looks like the reaction of a patient on blood thinners

good: no infection and it should resolve in 3 to 5 days

scary: gallbladder was infected and if I waited to do outpatient I'd be fucked

i promise you dont want to go to the hospital with us...

hospital called and told me to come in 🥹

yeahhhh uh so I don't need to go to the hospital yet but things are suddenly not going great with the recovery so going to be figuring out things with my doctor

probably won't actually be returning to streams until next week at this rate... 🥲

my april fool's bit is I made an announcement about how good my health is and immediately started dying again please send help

haha one of my incisions might be infected so we're gonna postpone tomorrow's stream just in case it's time for hospital trip number 4 🙃

maybe this week was premature maybe oops

this week's schedule (3/30 - 4/5)
still recovering from surgery so taking it easy, but going to do a post-hospital zatsu and our first membership stream! (i dont know how i haven't done one yet im sorry!)

also gonna be having my roommate/exgf stream silent hill bc why not :)

my sweet beautiful baby girl I love you but why do you fucking rest your head on my incision every damn time

I'm so excited to get back to work on things but APPARENTLY I guess I'm still recovering from surgery 😒

schedule up soon though

terrifying possibility i get into ipods as i move away from using my phone for things

i wonder how hard itd be to find a cheap used one to mod

As you’re probably aware if you’ve looked at any of my social media or watched any of my streams, I have been a mess the past few years. I’ve lacked reliable access to medication and hormones, I’ve been in debilitating pain for over a year due to gallbladder disease, and I’ve been dealing with familial issues so severe they escalated into legal proceedings. My mental health issues were completely untreated for much of it, and, in full disclosure, I’ve narrowly avoided taking my life on multiple occasions. In December I was informed it was my 2 year streaming anniversary. Some people might have noticed I didn’t celebrate. Privately, I broke down. It felt like nearly every week I’ve had to cancel streams due to health. Every time I made plans or signed up to an event, it seemed that without fail my health would interfere. Every project I was excited about ended up cancelled or unfinished. I might have started streaming 2 years ago, but I certainly didn’t have 2 years to show for it. Unfortunately for everyone, I’m better now. My medications are in order, my mental health has stabilized, my brother has been disowned, and my gallbladder was finally removed without issue. My Vtweeter arc is finally over. Streams will resume at increased intensity, and two years of unfinished projects will finally be ready to show on stream. Please look forward to the following over these upcoming months: An updated model. A free OSC app for Vtube Studio A IRIAM Debut A proper chat overlay A mascot redesign Regular membership streams Regular GameDev stream Edited video content Lewdtubing Debut (yes. sorry.) ASMR Content GameBoy Camera Chekis A book club in the Discord at least one Zine.

A Positive Announcement Regarding the Continued Activity of Lilybwees

my mom has informed me I should add a personified " sludge baby" to my screens

they dissected my gallbladder and found a 1cm stone embedded in one of the ducts. which explains the pain!

lil impressed that it went unnoticed across three ultrasounds and two CT scans in two separate hospitals. also probably shouldnt have been left there for nearly a year...

the gallbladder sludge they finally found is associated with pregnancies...

the council of berimimi has met and decided to officially christen the ship as #nemeriyug17

we will take no questions at this time

it was negative. sorry to disappoint 😔

what do you mean the hospital ran a pregnancy test 😭

ty everyone for the well wishes!! meds have worn off and im in excruciating pain but also feel so so much better i underestimated how bad things were these past 10 months

hospital is even having their social services help me with Medicaid

I actually have so much hope now 🥹

i lived birch

ER oshikatsu #mintogo