I actually wanted to binge today so bad lmao. I weighed myself after school (I had breakfast too) because I was home alone so I could do it peacefully and it showed 57.8 kg... I was soo upset. But then I changed my clothes (and peed) and weighed myself again and it showed 56.6!! I'm not gonna eat ✌️

(Kind of) locked in. Ignore those crazy binges!!!!!!

Tracking calories with samsung health app is actually pretty dope

I'm at my lowest weight again (-0.1 kg lol)

My ribs became more visible

I need to be sub 50 kg by the end of May

Because I have a very important event to visit

!

:)

What the hell did the scales just show

Gals I think I might just fast for the next three days this is insane I feel gross

I hate the luteal phase so much why do I look like a balloon 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

Heya!!!!

The last week I was eating ~1000 calories every day, which is not an outstanding number but not bad either, so I didn't see why would I post about that

But the last two days I was binging a lot so I had to share it with yall just to be real!!

Not surprising tho, my period is in 2 days so

Also I'm not really that hungry? I'm gonna wait for my mom and sister to leave, then do a weigh in and then eat.

25 hours so far

I bought some cottage cheese, so hoping for 500 calories today, but 700-1000 will do too

Omg I'm so excited, jeans that used to be too tight for me just a month ago are now quite comfortable!

I love realising that I'm actually getting smaller, because usually weight doesn't mean much to me (I still see no difference between 56 kg and 80 lol)

Galss starving works apparently⁉️

500 calories today!!

I am really hungry though. Looking forward to eating something tomorrow? 💀

I guess I binged yesterday 🙄 who would have thought

I feel disgustinggggg I need this food out of the system so no eating today

I know it's bad to restrict so much after a binge but I can do this

525 calories today let's gooo

Omg good luck!!! Personally it took me ~2 month to go from barely being able to run for 3 mins to running a 5k in 42 minutes. I loved it so much

i don't think i'll ever find anything as comforting as losing weight

I hope those 1400 calories that I ate today go straight to my ankle and heal it

I twisted my ankle 🧍

Wait lowkey it would be a great motivation to lose weight as fast as possible huh....

Gals guys what should I do

Do I send nudes to him at this weight and get sexual gratification and thrill (potentially)

Or wait a month or two when I'm skinny and then do something and feel a bit less disgusted by myself

It's so humiliating to actually center your ed around men. I hate them I can't stand them but I also want their attention and I want to shrink and be convenient for them.

(Obviously it's not exactly about men but rather my other sexual and mental traumas but still..!!!!!!!)

Gosh I hate my life

I'm so freaking cringe I want to send nudes to my crush for valentine's day and I know I look at least normal and he doesn't really care and he's just a man but oh my god do I feel obligated to be skinny for him. I want him to be worried so bad but also turned on because skinny equals pretty.

1000 calories today

Feels like too much :(

I'm really worried about my health and feel guilty because my friends and mom wouldn't approve of it, but I feel so ugly and fat :((

Congrats! :)

A week long fast till 14th would be generational but I'm not ready for that I think....

I'm sorry, I hope you're doing okay :(

Lmao

Drinking black coffee instead of eating ice cream I have a craving for!!!

~900 calories today and ~1000 yesterday. More than I'd like but still okay weekends are always like this ig

YESSSSS YESXESYES GALS GUYS ITS 58 KG WE ARE SO BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I weighed myself tonight and it was finally 59 instead of 60 🙄 I hate it lol I feel like every time I weigh myself there's always something adding to the number haha (food, water, cycle...)

Soo I hope I'll have a chance to weigh myself tomorrow morning, hoping for 58 praying for 57 dying for 56 🙏🙏🙏

daydreaming about a yogurt bowl tomorrow

I see the potential for a thigh gap :D you can do thisss trust, time will pass anyway, you just need to have a good routine and you'll lose this weight easily. But also don't be too harsh on yourself, you already look good, obviously not as tiny as we all want to be lol but surely not huge!!!!