Sucks but I'm throwing my video schedule out the window. I'll just release em when they are ready from now on. If I manage to get a vid done per week, neat, if not then it is what it is.
Need to find a way to not get so damn discouraged all the time.
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This is not as bad as reviewers made it out to be, outside of that horrendous final boss
www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Udm...
One final note, I blame Deadlock for me missing my video deadlines.
ANYWAYS, I don't have anyone to talk to about this shit so I kinda just needed to vent a little about it. Gotta stop putting so much pressure on myself and not burn myself out with constant work.
And while I get that results aren't everything, 99% of the time it feels like I'm talking into the void and that gets to you after a while.
Doesn't help that I have this tendancy of getting easily discouraged when I realize my videos are not good / slow progress.
I get it's a marathon not a sprint, but I've never worked this hard on a project so it sometimes stings to put this much effort for little to no results.
I've been enjoying beating every n64 game so far but my plate is so full that it makes it so hard to find the energy to work on it.
24h is not enough time to take care of my IRL job + RL things on top of working on the videos themselves.
I love Vigilante 8
I'm planning on (also) beating every n64 game, here's episode 1. I've never done a longform video like this one and it's honestly very rough around the edges, but I would appreciate if you guys checked it out
www.youtube.com/watch?v=kosF...
First game on the N64 Gauntlet continues~ OoT 100% slowrun!
lots of sidestuff cleanup happening today
twitch.tv/softjellyfish
My Zato neutral and execution are getting a bit better, however I have no idea how to approach some of the "weirder" matchups, it feels like there is never a safe time to do a drill or summon eddie.
twitch.tv/softjellyfish
I've found myself playing xrd again casually, I wanna see how far I can take zato this time.
twitch.tv/softjellyfish
twitch.tv/softjellyfish
I KNEW I had forgotten something on my stream yesterday...forgot to start the timers lmao. I won't forget today ๐ญ
forgot the most important part:
it will happen right here: twitch.tv/softjellyfish
I'm always open to feedback and ideas so feel free to share your thoughts!
I am also aware Thabeast721 is also currently doing this, loved his videos and been watching him go through the console's library for a long time now and the last thing I want is to seem like I'm ripping him off, I hope that's not the impression people will get from this.
It's a project I've been wanting to do for the longest time but was never in conditions to do so, sometimes due to life, sometimes due to lack of hardware or not understanding the logistics of it, but I can finally say that it is all ready to go!
Starting a big project on my stream, I'm super excited about it! (some extra comments/notes in the replies)
CvS2 is stupidly hard, well the execution is, I can't do ANYTHING lmao
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