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@sidra42.bsky.social

10 months ago

No. I don't think I would. I don't think I would react as strongly. And that hurts me. I loved my #BioMother. And I think I still do, but its not the same anymore. Do I still #love her? Or the just the #Idealized her in my mind? #Idk . But I know I don't want to live without my #AdoptiveMama.

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@sidra42.bsky.social

10 months ago

This #scare with adoptive mama makes me think about my #BioMother. Would I react the same of it were her? Would all of her health issues collide in my head and #freak me out? Would #memories of her flash in my mind and make me want to weep? Sob? But can't because I'm to #afraid ?