She's been gone a year, as of tomorrow.

Heading up to Gimli to stay the night and wake up early tomorrow morning to recreate some pictures.

But if last night's sleep is anything, maybe I'll just stay awake.

#fuckms #widower #danielledidms

Next Saturday will be a year since she's been gone.
Can't help but get lost in my emotions.
Social media is losing me, I'm tired right now.
But I'll forever share as much of her and us as I can.
She deserves that. For the rest of my days.

#widower #fuckms #caregiver #danielledidms #grief

Today is World MS Day.
Here's a quote from my beloved wife from a post she made in 2020:

You cannot see pain, you cannot see blurry vision, fatigue, dizziness. Etc. Yet, these symptoms are always with me. I’ve learned to smile through them.⁣

#worldMSDay #danielleDidMS #fuckMS #Widower #ppms

Doing the #MSWalk today was lovely, but also crushing as I walked home.

'I'm the only one going home alone' is a pretty crushing thing to think after a great day. Fuck.

#Winnipeg #Widower #DanielleDidMS #FuckMS

Hi. May is hard.

1. Mother's Day
2. Her birthday
3. The MS Walk
4. 11 months gone.

Can't wait to hide in June.

#Widower #fuckMS #Winnipeg #danielledidMS

Eleven years ago today, this was the exact spot she opened the car door and walked across the street to hug me before our first date.

I've never forgotten that moment, and parked the same car in the same spot for a photo.

Happy anniversary my love.

#Widower #fuckms #danielledidms

Slept in the bed for the first time since they took her hospital bed and I moved her pillows to ours. Been sleeping on an ikea couch since October because I felt .. like I didn't deserve to.

Best sleep I've had in months.

#widower #fuckms #grief #danielledidms