An illustration. It is sunrise. My original character, Rin, is kneeling on the end of a bed, entangled in phone wires. He is holding a phone up with one hand and the other is swirling some of the wire around a finger. His face is covered in smeared makeup as he looks behind him at the person sleeping next to him, the man the other end of the phone wire is leading to. There is mascara around his eyes where he has been crying, he is very distressed. He is wearing a nightgown and a semi-transparent robe with fur on the sleeves and bottom. He has pale skin, many freckles on his face and shoulders, and a long, curly, light brown wig on. The bedroom and Rin are coloured in warm, pink tones. All around the bedroom are phone wires, some in the background and some blurred in the foreground, Rin positioned between them.
An illustration of Rin and Emmet dancing on the ice in the middle of a dimly lit ice skating rink. Red lights are illuminating their bodies as they look at one another longingly, Rin with his hand on Emmet's cheek. They are wearing identical outfits: a glittery, red dress with a low cut back and ice skates to match. Emmet also has a leg brace on for support, his long hair is also blowing behind him. Rin is bald without his wig on. A red sash is threaded over their arms and shoulders, splaying out around them.
Another illustration of Rin and Emmet, standing at the top of a flight of stairs with a spotlight shining on them and water behind. They have their heads together as they weep, frozen mid dance. Rin is dressed in his disguise, freckles and tattoos covered up and a wig. They are both wearing cream dresses, Emmet's more alternative style. Going up the stairs are various objects: a bloody tissue, two mobile phones from around 2010, one with a cracked screen, two cracked wine glasses, an old digital camera from 2005 with a memory card, and two pairs of skates. One is made for figure skating, and the other, more damaged one, hockey. Behind them are other flights of stairs and different versions of themselves walking up them. Adult Emmet is walking with his pet goose, while adult Rin is walking upside down with a hockey stick. Child Rin is sat on his stairs, staring out into the abyss behind. Child Emmet is underwater, sat with his head in his hands, deep within the water. Bubbles surround them.
One final illustration of Rin and Emmet holding their pet goose, Sprinkles, who has a bow around her neck. They are sat down and looking forward into nothing dramatically, Emmet with a calm smile while Rin's is slightly panicky. The picture is in the style of those 80s portraits where people take a photo with their pet and then a larger image of the pet is inserted into the photo. I have done this with Sprinkles, except she has been drawn realistically instead of in my art style. Emmet has light brown skin and long, dark brown, straight hair. He has a mole above his lip and is wearing a gothic Christmas jumper with a black trench coat. Rin is a pale, bald man with freckles on his cheeks and shoulders. He has roses tattooed on his right arm and neck and is wearing a long, glittery, red dress, paired with Christmas pudding earrings. One of his front teeth is chipped. The background is black.
Various illustrations I drew while developing #DefinePhoria: A story following two stealth trans men who were childhood friends. After a one night stand years later, both unaware of this fact, they come to realise the true extent of how society's desire to hide them destroyed their lives #OC