"Anne Sexton in Harlem" by Alec Matthew Tonight I thought of you, Anne. A friend collected the debris of her life and strung them into bracelets. I entered the urban carnival at 125th and Lenox, Saw the shoe-shined Witnesses, the lunatic, the men in their exposure, the Saturday Shoppers in their muffs- For two weeks I have mended and given her alms,Tidied her messes, reconstructed a life, slept in the bed she made, as though I myself was not an unvetted talent for disaster, erratically medicated, harried, pulled at like a coat- I too have felt the wind shriek at Lenox, Erica, Where the subway placards hold like palisades against the downdraft And the boulevard bleeds wide. I have wanted to shout myself through the streets as you did, Telling you I would turn to everyone and no one at all when I declared it time- Tonight the snow slurries in Harlem. I think of the mind wherein I have lived like a rat for 400 days recycling thought loops, and then of the one you leapt through- Visitation has ended. aborted in that gesture, I leave here a tourist.
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