Re-Vision of a Novel is scary work so far, and yet, it's where I'm realizing the magic really happens especially when other eyes are seeing what you don't yet as an author.

But it is A LOT of work... Phew lol.

Rewriting the first chapter is showing some promise #IAmRonin #amwriting #Revisions

Fun fact about Me: I find myself juggling multiple books at once until something really slaps. Right now I'm reading the Comic Book series No/One and I started reading a Cyberpunk LITRPG Novel called Mistrunner. Really digging both!

Whats your read right now? #AboutMe #IAmRonin #Reading #blerd

I want to do a better job of posting. Not just what I blog but just about ME in general. I'm not much of a social media head and some stuff I keep internal, ya know? But I'll make more of an effort.

I'd like for people to get to know the name behind the Pensword 😊. #IAmRonin

A LEVEL UP In the Game of Life Change and Healing come in many forms and at different times in life. For me, I'm finally getting A LEVEL UP In the Game of Life! Come on in and see!

"Losses meant that something went wrong under my leadership and that my manhood was anything but - at least that is how I saw and interpreted things."

From my latest drop. Check it out here! #IAmRonin #StillHere #outcasts #LevelUp #Heal #amwriting

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First snippet for Red Death Robbie. A defected Enforcer Robot is authorized for use - no one is safe.

Second snip of Red Death Robbie, a rogue Enforcerbot activated to level the playing field in a raid gone wrong. Can it fulfill its duty without leaving trails of blood to great for a clean up?

Time I start sharing some #WIP, so why not. Snips from a Short: Red Death Robbie.

#IAmRonin #StillHere #IWrite #amwriting

"Take your time healing, as long as you want. Nobody else knows what you've been through. How could they know how long it will take to heal you?" -Abertoli.

For me, I criticized and tried to logically rush my own process. A flaw I aim to fix at my own pace. #IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #StillHere

"Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present."
-Marcus Aurelius.

I've let the future pull me into worry alot. Time for a different practice... A different tool... A different weapon. #IAmRonin

"Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future."
-Fulton Oursler.

I've done both, and at time felt like I had nothing left but the moment itself... And that is the treasure all along. #IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #StillHere #outcasts #deepthought

"Travel the path that takes you through an experience, not the shortcut that brings you to your destination."

That's why I'm learning to walk again.. Walk the roads only I can travel. #IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #StillHere #outcasts #walking #deepthought

Some notes for my own journey going forward.

Two elements must therefore be rooted out once for all, the fear of future suffering, and the recollection of past suffering; since the latter no longer concerns me, and the former concerns me not yet. -Seneca.

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere

Never paint your picture with someone else's colors (thoughts, emotions, standards). We are works of art and when our painting has their colors on it, they don't glow as bright and often run when it storms.

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere #thoughts #KnowThySelf

"Every step is on the path."
-Lao Tzu.

Even if the path itself is scenic and wayward. Sometimes the best leg of the journey is the one that doesn't follow a particular course or guidance. Your own heart acts as the compass. #IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #StillHere #outcasts #walking #deepthought

"Know your worth, even if others don't."

More than dollars, and greater than breaths. I am here. I exist without permission to be. I exist to create, express and in my own way, to be free.

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere #KnowThySelf #KnowYourWorth

Choked By Uncertainty and Guilt (And I want to Fight Back!) A collection of reflective writings for the outcasts; for those that feel they don't fit into the world. #IAmRonin #Outcasts #StillHere

Good morning Yall. I was heavy in the chest when I wrote this and I'm finding my way through it. Truth is... I'd been choked by uncertainty and guilt for a long time.

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It's time I write the script anew.

#IAmRonin #StillHere #outcasts #uncertainty

Let's Chill for a Minute (The Long Awaited Pause) Let's Chill for a minute as I talk about the importance of taking a Pause in Life.

Back at it! And a double drop on a weekend? This is one of two.

The pause was needed!
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#IAmRonin #StillHere #outcasts #deepthought #pause #rest #refuge #recharged #SelfCare

"As for the future, your task is not to foresee it, but to enable it."
-Antoine de Saint-Exupéry.

Time for me to put an end to worrying about it huh? 🤭💪🏾

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #QuitWorrying #Progress #StillHere

Something I wrote today may be a reminder for those that struggle inside:

"Have faith in what CAN be. Honor what is already HERE. Don't get lost in the realm of the IN-BETWEEN."

What happens now and how you perceive it matters. YOU matter.

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #YouMatter #Faith #Presence

"Your speed doesn't matter. Forward is forward." -Syhd.

Fuck it, I'll take a stroll. The clock will run out and I'll still reach my destination 💯 #IAmRonin #StillHere #outcasts #QuotesAndAlchemy #MovingForward

"The first hour of the morning is the rudder of the day."
-Henry Ward Beecher.

Favorite time of the day... That first hour or so sets the path to how it flows. #IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #StillHere #mornings #outcasts

"Millions of people live their entire lives without finding themselves. But it is something I must do."
-Marilyn Monroe.

This is my flow right now. No matter the stakes. No matter how messy or unorthodox or weird. I must rediscover and embrace ME. #IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #SelfCare

Sometimes the best teacher is to go around the world to learn the lessons we've ignored, avoided, or just didn't understand.

Best part - you don't have to pay anything.

You don't have to go by bus train or plain.

You can do so from within by your experiences and reflections.

#IAmRonin

I'm Sorry. I Forgive You 🙏🏾 Everyone has an origin story. To reach the next chapter, you have to revisit it. 'I'm Sorry' I Forgive You' is a back and forth origin for myself.

One more drop from the inner mind...

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#IAmRonin #OpenLoops #Vulnerability #InnerChild #Life #Forgiveness #LettingGo #Surrender #Baggage #ForTheOutcasts

"And even if no one brings you flowers, you can still plant yourself the most beautiful garden."

But the water and fertile ground must come from you. It must always be YOU. #QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere #thoughts #unorthodox #HeresYourFlowers

Denzel Washington said "Don't aspire to make a living, aspire to make a difference."

But you must learn to LIVE to be and see that difference.

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere

"Veins and the nervous system are like branches on trees in the world. They connect us to nature at the core of our being."

So reach out and nourish your roots with what helps you grow inside as you desire to do on the outside.
#IAmRonin #QuotesAndAlchemy #growth #clarity #peace #nature #human

For Those Who Can't Let Go - Comfort From Lao Tzu Letting Go is something no human wants to do. It's difficult and comes with challenges. If you struggle with this, come check out this heartfelt read.

A new drop my #outcasts. Here is a revamped #QuotesAndAlchemy for you.

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#LaoTzu #Epictetus #LettingGo #Surrender #IAmRonin #StillHere #blogging

In a world full of goals, deadlines and "blueprints" for success, we often ignore or forget that:

"You're the only one who can decide on your timeline. Whether it takes hours or even days to get back into the right mindset or headspace, that's perfectly okay."

I will not forget. #IAmRonin

Grand Rising my #outcasts. Had a hell of a revelation through a number of different signs and nudges... I have to better understand the wounded child in me so I know why I've lived the way I've lived... I've learned a great deal in a short time and now I will learn to live beyond my past. #IAmRonin

Sometimes we must gravitate towards madness before we can levitate to greatness.
-Curtis Tyrone Jones.

Welp, I guess that makes our lot a Lotta crazy doesn't it 🤭😂. Top of the morning #outcasts. Let's have a good one.

#QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere #EmbraceYourMadness #Greatness

"Today is your chance to start over."

So treat everyday as a blank page, one you can either scribble or create a masterpiece one act at a time 😊🙏🏾👊🏾 #QuotesAndAlchemy #IAmRonin #StillHere #thoughts #inspiration #reset