The fear that comes from being emotionally abused and manipulated is so weird...it's only been as I get further and further from the mind-set I lived in for so long that I am realizing how much fear I held inside.
#Fuckhim #Stuckfornow #Laughingagain
It's the fear. The insidious fear. It never got to the point where he was physical but he had started to physically intimidate me. Chase after me if I tried to end an argument and crowd me, mocked me when I told him he was making me feel unsafe. #Fuckhim #Stuckfornow #Laughingagain
It's a year ago this month that I woke up in the middle of the night and realized that I was slowly killing myself for a person who wasn't worth it. That I deserved better, my kids deserved better and he was never going to change. But I could.
#Fuckhim #Stuckfornow #Laughingagain
Should have said "no" when he proposed but now realize he used our kid as a prop to emotionally manipulate a "yes". Finally forgiving myself for that very bad choice. Never say "yes" when you know in your heart the answer is "NO"
#Fuckhim #Stuckfornow #Laughingagain
Yesterday I laughed when he tried to manipulate/shame me via text. Best feeling in the world.
#Fuckhim #Stuckfornow #Laughingagain
The trailer for the short film I wrote and directed is OUT! #RepresentationMatters
#FemaleFilmmakerFriday
#AWomanWroteThat
#AWomanDirectedThat #LaughingAgain
youtu.be/1TOzdSFqcTY?...
