I keep feeling like crying out of nowhere
Like there’s no reason for me to feel this way, especially not when I’m around others??? And yet it almost always happens when interacting with others, online or not ;w;
I feel so sick, I hate feeling like this
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
I tried something different, but it just looks like trash (like me ;w;)
Feels like the more life goes on, the worse things get. I can’t feel much lately because of this hopeless. This uselessness. Everything seems boring…
#Menhera #MenheraArt #Vent #VentArt
I made a kinda spooky but also technically a vent version bc I was having a “sick” moment when I first started the drawing and it was gonna be more depressing-
I was kinda feeling numb and dysphoric. Also hating my face.
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
Finally got outta art block! (I think)
This is just a doodle so it ain’t the best but I tried something a lil different by making the further parts look lighter rather than darker
#Menhera #MenheraArt #YamiKawaii #OCart
Menhera outfit
A couple months ago I started working on a project that put me in a weird headspace.
The best way to cope with that? A menhera/yami kawaii inspired outfit of course!
(By the way, the heart is a Vörös Rébék reference)
#menhera #yamikawaii #fashion #menheraart #yamikawaiiart
wips...
sirius face close ups.
Still my favourite model to draw
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#wip #furry #furryart #jiraikei #jiraikeiart #menhera #menheraart #cutecore #cutegore #yamikawaii #sketch
I hate that I get overwhelmed easily ;x;
Not just from too many noises but from certain songs.. I just can’t handle it when I hear those songs
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
I’ve started writing in my vent book again and I drew this!
Life’s so hard, why is everything too complicated
_(:’3 」∠)_
CW: noose
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
I can’t take out any of my anger on anyone but me
Anger from hopelessness
It doesn’t make it better but it’s all I can do
CW: heavily implied self-injury
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
I was so close to crying for a long while because of my big sad x2 mood thingy
My chest felt like it was clenching and it felt like I was about to break with every blink, I was trying so hard not to ruin the mood for the others _(:’3 」∠)_
#Menhera #MenheraArt #Vent #VentArt
Damnit, not again (TTwTT)
CW: I dunno how else to describe but basically big needles going through?
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
I should’ve known it would happen from how I’ve been acting and feeling… shark week (not literally, iykyk)
Got (very possible) depression x2 and I hate it. Body dysphoria and dysmorphia(?) too, ugh.
Can’t my brain let me sleep, it’s pretty much 4 am.
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
Struggling to sleep because I can’t stop looking at my social medias, hoping people like my art
Wish I wasn’t like this ;w;
This ain’t in theme of what I’m venting but it’s what I drew just now
(Not graphic, but it’s a raw visual of my “sick” emotions)
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
Wow, motivation and inspiration came outta nowhere (“• w •)
I like ponchos on my main ocs since it makes them look cuter :3
Why are they crying? They’re always crying 💅
#Doodle #OcArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
The more I do, see, hear.
The more it calls to me.
I wish it wasn’t so bittersweet this feeling, so comforting but so sickening. I hate that others make me feel this way, whether it’s intentional or not.
_:(´ཀ`」 ∠):
CW: noose, intrusive thought
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
Here’s a lazy doodle I did of Squishy
I started it when I was feeling very dysphoric, and now I’m just feeling numb
(Venting in the comments again)
CW: fantasy gore, implied self-mutilation
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
Another doodle from my cringe ahh vent book because I’m mentally unwell or something LOL
This how everything makes me feel and I don’t know why, I’ll probably get better some day ;w;
CW: throwing up, blood(?)
#Vent #VentArt #Menhera #MenheraArt
“Sick” again I guess ;w;
I feel like I’m so sensitive now and I get triggered so easily (not in an offended way, if u know u know-)
Also, that’s the only thing I know how to write in Japanese LOL, bet my writing looks so ugly
CW: heavily implied self-infury
#menhera #menheraart #vent #ventart
I hope u die /I hope fly
#rc9gn #rc9gnfanart #randycunninghamfanart #randycunningham #menhera #menheraaesthetic #menheraart #decora #jfashion #art #artist #artistonbluesky #cartoon #anime #animeart
Drew Menhera art of Randy for Comfort bc my irl life has been shit least I have my comfort characters
#rc9gn #rc9gnfanart #randycunninghamfanart #randycunningham #menhera #menheraaesthetic #menheraart #comfort #vent #ventart #art #artist #artistonbluesky #cartoon #anime #animeart
Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Art block sux ;w;
(Ps. Venting in the comments, don’t mind me-)
#vent #ventart #menhera #menheraart
Marx the Hedgehog in Shiina’s outfit! I did this for a Halloween secret gift thingy with friends :3
This was for @maiharinesumi.bsky.social 💜
I’m so proud of it, I finished it a few days ago but didn’t wanna ruin the surprise-
#menhera #menheraart #digitalart #yamikawaii #sthoc
Guh- I feel so fragile rn after what happened ;-;
I keep getting scared I’ll lose thing again and then the fear turns into physical pain :’)
#vent #ventart #menhera #menheraart #ocart
Drew some fanart of @suutan.bsky.social & Usatan because why not-
I feel like this turned out very cute!
#menhera #menheraart #jirai #digitalart #fanart
Hate that I’m okay one minute then not the second
These mood swings are wild 💀
CW: implied self injury
#menhera #menheraart #ventart #ocart
I forgot about this lil comic I made a while back, like months ago or longer (I drew it on paper first). I just finished it because I remembered it LOL.
It’s just a lil vent art that’s making fun of an experience that happened on vrc a few times
#ventart #menhera #menheraart #minicomic #ocart
I don’t think I’ll ever use this as anything, it’s just a vent doodle
But hey, at least it looks cute after getting some colour :’3
(And as you can tell from any of my art, I rlly like pastels)
CW: implied self-injury
#menhera #menheraart #ventart
