LOL! The first time I wore shorts on my #NightMiles = First time I fall! ๐
YAY! For faulty pain receptors! Also a great reminder that my main motivators are anger at myself for making stupid mistakes & the audacity of any pain or damage thinking itโll slow me down!!! ๐
Whelp since my knee that got taken out with the last car that hit me has started to act up and Iโve started slowing down I decided I might as well then add an extra mile to my #NightMiles walk. ๐
Had a guy in a car stopped me to ask if I was okay. Like donโt I look adorable & okay?!? ๐ค
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Whelp at least my #NightMiles numbers are getting better. Though my motto is if Iโm still breathing I obviously didnโt push myself hard enough! ๐
I may be old, fat & having to live in this hellscape!
But I put the POWER in power walking! ๐
Iโm going to get healthier or die trying Iโm good with either option. ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ๐
#NightMiles
He doesnโt say much. But the road knows him well. #AllinvaMotors #OGTrucker #SmokeAndSilence #NightMiles
What's your go-to reset?
Some #NightMiles are more interesting than others! ๐คจ
WOW! I came up with so many excuses not to go on my #NightMiles walk!!! Then I remembered this song from @nfrealmusic
โNo Excusesโ youtu.be/4k3YY0bMXU4?...
And I did the darn thing! ๐
I know that Iโm in the middle of a dumpster fire! Though it hit me during my #NightMiles tonight just because Iโm here now doesnโt mean Iโm going to be in it by next year! Iโm working hard to change it! I know by next year Iโll be in a better place or dead in a better place. ๐
Some days you battle depression and some days depression battles you!
It won the battle today but not the war! I even struggled through my #NightMiles. ๐
A rough end to a very rough day! I share the worst numbers since I started #NightMiles again! Because it doesnโt matter how bad the time wasโฆ I still did the thing!!!! ๐คจ
Last night was my day off from my #NightMiles walk but NaโToth did help me get some #WindTherapy ๐
I realized I was getting too caught up on how fast my pace was & trying to beat my previous time which was silly! ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
Tonight after my #NightMiles I was just happy that I started doing it for 6 days of the week and Iโm just going to keep going at a steady pace & be healthy! ๐
Had a call with a good friend after my #NightMiles walk and she noticed I was feeling some pain from my bad leg. She said maybe I should take it easy. I said โGrrrl everything Iโve accomplished was cause I withstood the pain & anything started off easy usually ended in pain !โ ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
My knee didnโt give out till 2 & 1/2 miles in to my #NightMiles walkโฆ so I jogged the rest of the way the best I could! ๐
Was a mile & a half in getting my #NightMiles when my bum knee started giving me trouble! ๐ซค
So I doubled down and tried to go faster! Because Iโm not going to stop achieving my goals no matter what new hardship gets added to my dumpster fire! ๐คจ
Every day I have reasons I tell myself why I can skip doing my #NightMiles. Yet for the last week Iโve been able to go out despite my best efforts of self sabotage! ๐
Iโve been horribly depressed for over a year now last week I listened to this from @AndyMineo youtu.be/2P0XkXcAsNk?... My situation is still a dumpster fire but Iโm no longer wallowing in despair! Because โI might just have to be what I never had for me.โ ๐ So back to #NightMiles