Viewership and stats of the same piece, but on FurAffinity.
#PennyYaps 2/2
It's like feeding one's Imposter Syndrome a reason to linger longer than it should.
I honestly don't feel grateful that fact those numbers are probably inflated by bots (pun intended). Hell, the viewership on FurAffinity seems more normal.
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2/2
Plus, you have years, YEARS of experience more than I do! Shut up and be fucking grateful!
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1/2 I have this to say before the year ends:
There’s no pleasing you people! And the nerve of some of you artists bitch and moan about “i’M nOt gOoD eNufF”… Please, you’re still earning more traction in a week than I would in half a goddamn year!
Journaling Yap 3/2:
side note: I'm okay, for now.
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Journaling Yap 2/2:
This holiday season isn’t helping much and I have a lot to do. I just hope to finish at least the things I want to finish before the year ends.
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Journaling Yap 1/2:
I’ve been feeling all sorts of out of sorts last week. I can’t say much, but what I am willing to share is I wasn’t in the right head space to loudly type a self-harming ideation in a café that’s supposed to be cozy.
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5/5
My point being is I finished my 4th piece in November. No NNN themes, just a character turnaround. Why? My drago/dino lady, Cherise, was due for a makeover and more to add to her story. Besides that, I’d like to have a draconic lady tower above others.
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4/5
I can’t compete with those who post daily.
Aside from coming home late from work almost every single work day. Weekends aren’t enough time, either.
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3/5
In recent years, I thought I was done feeling overwhelmed with leaving a lot to be desired. To be done with proving my worth.
I just wanted to draw blown up titties and ass and not feel in competition with every one in this strange, little community.
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2/5
It’s not often I talk about these kinds of goals online. Because, and to be earnest, I’m massively jealous of everyone else’s bodies of work.
For years, I’ve struggled with my shaping my identity. Both who am I and what kind of artist am I.
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cw: Reflection Yap 1/5
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Before 11:59 PM Sunday, I feel a little accomplished.
I looked at my planner to reflect back on the past 30 days. I’ve completed 3 pieces of work to add to my fetishy portfolio. “What’s one more?” I’ve asked myself.
