SORRY FOR NOT BEING ACTIVE!! I have gradation at the end of this week and I’m super nervous!
On another note though, revamping my VGen so I can get it up and running soon! I’ve also started talking in the official VGen Discord server a lot.
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Doing homework today.. I have a weird, bad feeling though. Like an ominous feeling.. who knows, maybe a ghost is watching me or something.
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A screenshot of a VGen page that's primarily blue in every thumbnail, with decoration like stars and hearts around the artworks being presented.
I'm looking over my VGen thumbnails/displays and I might need to redo them a bit because maybe they're too much? What do you think?
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I AM SO EXCITED ONE OF THE ARTISTS I COMMISSIONED IS ALMOST DONE!!! IT'S A SUPER BIG ARTWORK I CAN'T WAIT TO SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE!!
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My birthday is in 2 weeks and I have made 0 plans ahahaha..
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I’m so sorry for not responding to anyone at the moment. I’m home and I’m very drained, it’s 3am and I’ve been in there since around 7pm (I’m crashing).
Good news, nothing serious was found. I was sent home with medication and an injection. It’s muscle-related trauma or indigestion.
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I’m posting this from the ER.
I have a tightness in my chest around my heart, my partner didn’t want to take any chances. Waiting on the results of my blood test, and I seem to have an IV drip stuck in my arm.
I was going on a date today. I’ve had the pain since last night.
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I’m so depressed/melancholic at the moment but I’m pushing through..
Some days are more difficult than others, especially since those around me don’t quite understand.
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Ramble about my recent, general feelings..
Summary, I'm grateful I'm alive and that I've been able to help others in my time online; though I don't think of myself as someone inspirational. I want to get better at acknowledging those who love and care about me.
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Right when my RSI has gotten better my contact dermatitis (YES I STILL HAVE IT) is getting worse..
It might be a small patch on my hand but I've had it for 2 weeks and I KNOW it can spread, I did hand in a medical certificate to work but I'm not sure they'll take it seriously..
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I'm waiting on 12 commissions at the moment so I'm super excited.. I commissioned something big for my birthday too!
A lot of these commissions I've been waiting on since last year, but I'm not really impatient. Besides that.. I ordered a tablet! I went with an Artist Pro 16 (Gen 2).
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I just thought of an idea.. so, I used to actually post videos of myself a lot when I first started social media. Thanking for milestones, showing off my outfits, giving updates about my life..
Maybe I could do that with my VTuber model? If I just want to ramble..
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The cover of Angelica and the Bear Prince written and illustrated by Trung Le Nguyen. The blue cover features a blonde haired boy holding hands with a girl with brunette hair, a princely-dressed teddy bear is in the background.
The cover of Hungry Ghost by Victoria Ying. There's text that says "Val's trying to be the perfect daughter... but at what price?" The cover shows a lady with dark black hair holding a large bundle of flowers with both arms, her rip cage artistically visible.
I bought some new books yesterday..
I find something so magical about owning physical books. I know some people think you read them once and then they become redundant, but it's like owning a special, compact, physical artwork to me. They make me happy.. here's what I bought.
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It has been 4+ weeks since I have stepped outside my house for purposes unrelated to work.
Partially due to being a night shifter.. going out at night is dangerous and nothing is open where I am. But tomorrow I’m going out, I’m excited to get some sunshine.
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Okay so I found the first part of Persona 5 to be quite triggering with my trauma & PTSD BUT I made it through, I’m loving it so far!
My friends told me that it’s the only part that’s like that, so I think I’ll be fine. I see why so many people love this game!!
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I just picked up Persona 5 and I now see what all the hype is about, but I can't help but be so reminded of Catherine (don't ask).
I'm also playing Library of Ruina at the moment! It is DIFFICULT. I'm also watching the Gnosia anime (I've played it, one of my favourite video games).
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Not only have I never talked to an AI chatbot like ChatGPT, I've also never opened TikTok or YouTube Shorts (unless a friend has sent me them to view something).
I think this is better for my well-being, especially after my ADHD diagnosis. I want to be more present with myself.
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I have amazing news, today it's spread. I'm likely going to call in sick to my next shift (and if I don't get better, my next few shifts).
Planning to hopefully go to the doctors today for a certificate I can show work. I should look into a tax return on my gloves too.
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Going to a mutual's VGen only to find my commission is the cover art of one of their services.. my heart..!!
I get so happy when the artist is as happy with their art as I am.
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I found a labeller on here that marks when an account has mass unfollowed people within a short timeframe and I'm so thankful for it..
You'd be surprised how many bigger accounts seem to make it there by pulling the rug from under others. At least now I can avoid them!
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I got contact dermatitis again from work..
Something feels illegal about putting the employee allergic to dish soap on dishes and then not paying for protective equipment like gloves (I’ve been buying my own to use at work).
Hope it doesn’t become a full body rash, I’m on again..
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RSI flare-up today I love my job!! (My hands are in splints before I have to my next shift.)
Might be a bit inactive while my hands recover.
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I like how this place is so much more laid back and relaxed than the other, I don't feel this awful desire to drive up numbers and see other accounts as competition.
I post what I want, people respond if they'd like and they stay if they want to. It's that simple.
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An original character called Lucas, top down view of him laying relaxed on the grass surrounded by flowers. His hands are behind his head and his legs are crossed. He mostly wears black, grey boots and a green coat and scarf. His hair is a deep green. He seems to be dreaming about Minecraft.
I quickly sketched this for one of my mutuals! I was thinking that I'd like to practice chibi proportions more (I am terrible at them).
I want to practice a lot more using my mutuals in the future..!
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Doing assignments today, THANK SATELLITES I have ADHD medication.. by the way if you haven't seen yet I posted a new sketch! I can't wait to be finished with these so I can get back into drawing!!
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The text on the drawing says.. Prince and princess, damsel and hero. Out of necessity, I became a love story. Ukiyo, the rose that bloomed in the dark. He chases the sun, so unfamiliar to warmth, watching others from afar like a distant star. The drawing is of UFOkiyo in their persona's (Ukiyo's) clothes. They have a small floating crown, a large layered lolita dress that goes down to the shins, a face mask around the mouth and small black wings. The artwork is a sketch in a brush like a blue pencil.
Today I did a rough sketch of myself in my persona's clothes, I might clean it up at a later date.
I'm feeling very content sketching this way.. there's a lot of freedom! I was thinking while drawing it that when people think of me, I hope I'm associated with "love".
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That reminds me, I wrote this poem last year..
One day it clicked just how powerful the love I gave others was. I realised if I had it for myself, I could do almost anything; the same way those I loved could control me to do almost anything.
My unrequited love is for myself now.
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People might not understand the fact I’m in love with myself (autoromantic), but if you think about it.. there’s no power dynamic between me and myself.
I think that’s why it comforts me so much. It’s actually helped me a lot to find a way to love myself..
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Sketch where you can see the anatomy guide, it’s a shirt with a collar ruffle.
I know this sketch might make no sense but it’s so refreshing to go back to the fundamentals because I was lacking in so many things..
Puffy sleeves for example used to be my nightmare but now I’m finally practicing how to draw them!!
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