been too chaotic and exhausting this week so far to do much progress writing wise but going to see if i can. still want to get this backlog done with so i can feel comfortable with working on my original writing projects again. #amwritingkinda
been wanting to write but in a weird state of unrest and can’t get comfortable enough to bother it seems. 😔 #amwritingkinda
been building up writing more and more, but it definitely takes time to rebuild the writing pace i used to be at. but hoping it continues to be built. and will become something again. #amwritingkinda
thinking about finishing that alan wake 2 theory fic epilogue tribute idea again. but still need to finish alan wake 2. 😔 #amplotting #amwritingkinda
just wrote a little scene and dialogue that destroyed me…but it’s not even from any of the books of the current series before this series. why must i do this to myself????? 😭😭😭 #amplotting #amwritingkinda #TBJC
when going back to the basics means rewriting and overhauling your writing notes, characters, worldbuilding and more after too long of a writing hiatus. 😩 #amplotting #amwritingkinda
realizing i have four standalone story ideas i’d love to write next year, since 2024 is almost over. #amplotting #amwritingkinda
this year was supposed to be the year i complete a long time project but alas was not in the cards…but doesn’t mean i can’t still try depending on how the last of 2024 goes.
otherwise…plottings need to begin for 2025. 🪴 #amwritingkinda #amplotting
when you realize how many sibling, family, friend and relationship dynamics you write about across various story ideas you have are legit “what could have been” by sting vibes… arcaned before i knew arcane, i guess, oops? 🫣 #amplotting #amwritingkinda
*hides her backlog of various wips over the years before getting too sleepy* #amplotting #amwritingkinda
also excitingly came up with a title for one of my personal grief books. 🥹⛵️ #amplotting #amwritingkinda
thinking about that angry grief novella story i’ve been putting off for a decade. #amplotting #amwritingkinda
when trying to find a particular song for the ending to a book and not exactly finding the right one from the region it’s based on is a tad bit frustrating. #amwritingkinda
thinking about two particular standalone novel ideas that’s close to my heart tonight. grief books, or at least they will eventually become those but i want to write them before it’s too late for these building emotions disappear or are replaced with something more profound. #amwritingkinda
also kind of sad that we’re near the end of the year and haven’t gotten closer to finishing one of these stories of mine but working on story notes and plot details must count for something??? #amwritingkinda #amplotting
been thinking of my original projects and love how all of them deal with the reckoning of legacy and dark family secrets and the likes along with disability and strength coming in many different forms and history and more. 👀 #amwritingkinda
writing more things to post on ao3 than my original projects is still an ever constant mood. 🥴 #amwritingkinda
thinking about to some of my little silly essay collections i wanted to continue someday. #amwritingkinda
aside from that update, it’s november now and been thinking of writing again…stay tune. 🫣 #amwritingkinda
the more i think about certain scenes in stories, whether inspired or the thought uninterrupted comes to mind, the urge to write them down is still as tremendous as ever. #amwritingkinda
when your short walk with music in the cold springs some plot points to one particular story i have. #amplotting #amwritingkinda
one of these days i’d love to revive my silly canadian inspired pokémon region idea and a few others, but woo boy, not sure if i have the space to take on such immense commitments these project ideas would involve, haha. so maybe they’ll remain story notes. 🫣 #amplotting #amwritingkinda
when another standalone book idea pops into you head based on childhood memories and grief of saying good bye to those childhood days…hits harder than it should. #amplotting #amwritingkinda
starting to finally write one of those memoir ideas into reality…im oddly reminded of poetry and old tales written some centuries ago when writing my thoughts and musings. #amplotting #amwritingkinda
the boy and the heron, need to rewatch it, gave me so much to think about and…as a result several standalone novels i have been slowly plotting and writing here and there for now. 🫣 #amplotting #amwritingkinda
began sinking back into my musical and stage play listening phase, and thinking of unearthing my musical stage play script idea again. 🫣 #amplotting #amwritingkinda
whispers of words have begun. #amwritingkinda
