I am officially not going to VancouFur 2026. I have just lost a potential friend able to be an in-person advocate as their mate was a social worker, all thanks to a mafia style threat my landlords gave to destroy my property without warning, causing me to have a major meltdown. #aspie #aspielife […]
Apologies in advance for the lack of alt text, but here's my most recent GoFundMe post. Since none of the groups are boosting my posts due to a previous ban, it's better this can't be indexed. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic
My best friend just told me to shut up and not expect anyone to accept my venting. I have never felt so betrayed in my entire life. I'm about to be in absolute tears over this. @autistics #aspie #aspielife
@autistics I asked the landlord not to take the sick person with me again for my ride to the psychologist office... Flat out denied it and the sick person said "I'm very much better..." but that doesn't mean you stop being contagious, ESPECIALLY with COVID. I tried to put a hard rule that there […]
@autistics Another night where the contagious sick person is squatting the living room spreading germs, not allowing me to get my food. I currently have ZERO support from anyone. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics even more rhythmic foot stomping continues to ensure I get no sleep. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics THEY'RE NETFLIX AND CHILLING AT 3AM. I'm never getting any sleep. Foot slamming to jokes is continuing. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics even after promising MULTIPLE social workers there will be less noise and less parties, the landlords throw yet another party with loud conversation, foot slamming, and even door slamming as they slam the garage entrance door closed. Everyone is ghosting me and I have zero official […]
@autistics Even more rhythmic stomping driving my sensory overload insane. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics Instead of masking up to prevent the spread, the uninvited guest and the rest of the house continues to not mask up and allow viral particles to recirculate in the living room and kitchen despite it being mopped and disinfected. And remember, there's a baby that's under 1 year old and […]
@autistics The uninvited AirBnB guest is STILL sneezing without covering their mouth and the entire house doesn't believe in masking because they're Christian and believe God will protect them from COVID. I risk more exposure to COVID if I use the kitchen and it's an ACTUAL SAFETY RISK that […]
@autistics Unbelievable. I had to go to my psychologist appointment but the landlords brought along the uninvited AirBnB person to show him around the city, and he was coming down with a cold. He sneezed WITHOUT COVERING HIS MOUTH IN THE ENCLOSED SPACE OF THE CAR and DIDN'T WEAR A MASK. I had to […]
@autistics Now this uninvited off the record AirBnB stayer is YELLING for conversation and laughing SUPER LOUD. I went out to have dinner and came back to quiet, but they decided to be SUPER LOUD again just now, well past "protect the homeshare client like he's retarded" sundown curfew, so I […]
@autistics foot stomping has escalated to foot slamming, and sometimes rhythmically to music. My sensory overload is being attacked yet again. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics yet another completely random stranger is staying over stomping their feet at 3AM preventing me from getting any sleep. If I speak up, I will once again be told this isn't my house and the landlords are free to do whatever they want and continue treating me like property. All my […]
@autistics My CLBC facilitator just announced to me she's taking holiday leave, right as important stuff is supposed to happen with the house viewing... So even if I get the gas money to pay my friend, I'm down one person to deal with the painful bureaucracy. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic […]
This account started with the hopes and dreams of healing, but eventually became yet another record of my pain. I really hope this gas money request works out because being stalled until the end of November is going to drive me insane. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic
@autistics My parents are not budging for doing things before their new car arrives, which could be as late as the last day of November. My friend with a reliable Grand Am cannot help unless I pay for gas money.
So far the only way I can see of viewing this new housing placement with terms that […]
@autistics The car in this post will now be used for my friend and myself's collective wellbeing as a road trip car once fixed up.
https://furry.engineer/@JackRacc/115316186518624862
My friend guaranteed the reliability of the Grand Am they recently acquired, so it will be able to help ASAP […]
@autistics additional context can be found in my previous thread. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
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That friend is now gone forever. I'm now counting the days until I die. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic
Imagine having the urge to kill yourself for 12 hours straight. #aspie #aspielife #actuallyautistic
@autistics @actuallyautistic A song on the radio just told me "Don't be so hard on yourself." and "It's your life."
I wish I had the mental capacity to heal at the moment. If I did, this life advice song would have meaning.
#aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics @actuallyautistic More sensory overload, this time they're dumping perfume over themselves and the smell is so strong it's causing me to hardlock due to sensory overload. Talking won't work because they're not smart enough to know. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics @actuallyautistic another death stare of "don't you fucking dare touch my baby" with the baby present. Asking will no longer work. They look ready to evict me. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics @actuallyautistic I have just paid $260 out of pocket to my friend and have only $50 remaining for food until the 24th. All I can do is hope for a better outcome for myself at the moment because the landlords are trying their best to get me evicted just like they did my roommate […]
@autistics @actuallyautistic Just as I was about to go up for food with the staircase lights turned off, I found out instead the landlord was cleaning house, and gave me a death stare as if she was going to murder me if I came close to her child. Guess I won't eat anything then. #aspie […]
@autistics @actuallyautistic In addition to this subversive manipulation, me lacking funds because I helped my friend's car out will lead to more tension guaranteed. I need your help more than ever over the next 3 weeks. #aspie #aspielife #mutualaid #EmergencyAid
@autistics @actuallyautistic My landlords decided today that no air conditioning was normal in an attempt to assert themselves as the homeowners by telling me tongue-in-cheek "This is not your house, this is not your kitchen. Your comfort means nothing to us. We just want your money."
I am […]
