procreate screenshot with a sketch of astarion looking a bit flustered

wind down sketch save me

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work in progress showing wyll and karlach smiling, standing next to each other

my brain has been kicking me down but at least wyll and karlach are looking nice

(itty bitty sneak peek at my @coloursofthegate.bsky.social piece while everyone's asleep)

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screenshot of a rough sketch in procreate, awbonee is sitting with her back against a bale of hay (allegedly, the sketch is not that detailed). her shirt is open and around her elbows, her trousers are still on but open. halsin is grabbing her torso and sucking on her boob

i'm struggling so much with focusing right now and life is definitely not going to help in the next months, i'm sorry if all you see for a while are random sketches that seem to go nowhere

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sketch with basic colour showing awbonee bathing in a river while pregnant, her chemise is clinging to her boobs and belly, the water reaches up to her thighs. she is looking to the side and laughing.

(cw pregnancy)

the last iteration of this for a bit, thank you for your patience 😂

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rough incomplete sketchbook of a pregnant awbonee wearing a wet chemise, she's looking behind her and smiling

cw pregnancy

happy bebeeee

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three rough sketches of astarion and awbonee fucking in the shallow end/steps of the boudoir pool in the house of hope, from top left to bottom right awbonee riding astarion while he holds on to her, astrion fucking awbonee on his knees while she's on her back, and awbonee giving him a blowjob

the grabby hand and the blowjob along with that thing i hadn't posted yet on the top right are actually all part of the same boudoir sketch page actually ⛲

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crop of a sketch showing only astarion and awbonee's torsos, she's straddling him with her hand around his neck and he's grabbing her tightly. there's a drop of blood running down between her boobs from a bite on her neck

grabby

(cw: blood drop)

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sketch of anaia and awbonee sitting by a window with stained glass in an art nouveau, anaia is leaning towards awbonee to kiss her. neither colour nor lineart are finished yet

stopping this for a bit because i have zine stuff to finish and hopefully if i leave it rest i'll come back as an enlightened being that knows what i actually want the colours to be like 🤞

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procreate screenshot showing a closeup of the sketch of anaia and awbonee kissing i posted a couple days ago, but now there's some colour in them

i am once again throwing colour at things before finishing the lineart

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sketch of anaia and awbonee in front of a tall window with moon and stars motifs. anaia is leaning towards awbonee to kiss her, awbonee seems surprised

i zoned out and drew a window for once, and killed 90% of my tablet battery in the process

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lineart sketch of astarion and awbonee dancing at their wedding. he is holding her from behind with one hand lifting hers and the other on her stomach. she is laughing while he nuzzles the side of her head. some more details have been added to their clothes compared to the previous uploaded version, he is wearing a high collar shirt with wide sleeves rolled up to his elbow and a waistcoat and cravat, she has a messy flower crown and ribbons on her hair.

yes you're going to see every step of this one i'm afraid i love them too much

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extremely rough sketch of awbonee and astarion all banged up after the netherbrain fight, holding each other's head

another comic idea seed that never went anywhere further from *checks notes* may 2024

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rough sketch of astarion and awbonee on their wedding day, she's standing behind her whispering on her ear or nuzzling her, and holding her hand in his. she's laughing, wearing a messy crown of flowers and ribbons in her hair

i went another round with this one 💜💜💜

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same sketch as above but now showing the bottom part with explicit sex and way wobblier lines

dropping the sketchier full version here too because i probably won't be continuing this this week and don't want my tumblr post to have a missing link, just ignore me

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rough sketch of halsin fucking awbonee from behind, cropped out from her crotch up but he's holding her legs open (i had no energy to get into the whole hand situation). his hair is loose and he's looking down, her face is thrown back and barely visible, she's completely naked and holding on to his top

trying to do my part for the loose hair halsin agenda

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very rough sketch of a blissed out astarion rubbing his face against awbonee's back while she lies in bed. one of his hands is grabbing her leg/ass hard, the other is reaching around her shoulders to grab her arm. she's looking back at him, one of her hands intertwined with his

we briefly interrupt the pinup programming to try to bring this mess back from the dead*

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #awstarion

*august

extremely rough sketch crop of awbonee looking down flustered/happy

well i've bullied myself nonstop the last days and i'm glad to announce i'm reaching the exhaustion point where i go "well it is what it is" and leave myself alone for a bit.

logging today's pixel mess as a good step in my resolution to make my art more expressive

#bitterwip #awbonee

rough sketch of awbonee's first double penetration, astarion on the front and halsin on the back. halsin has already cum, astarion is saying "my turn"

i usually step away for 10 minutes after posting art to cope with the "omg delete that" voices so i was not ready to come back and find out i had posted the wrong image of this altogether sorry for re-posting it i do hate myself if it's any consolation 🫰

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mini comic originally done for the love & marrige zine, with four textless panels: 1 - awbonee and astarion in their kitchen in a dilapidated underdark fortress, there's a pot on the stove and she's reaching out for some dried herbs while he leans on a counter and looks at her. he has a bloody rag in his hand and there is some underdark critter bleeding out next to him 2 - astarion hugging awbonee from behind while she cleans a knife, and grabbing one of her boobs 3 - astarion and awbonee fucking on the counter 4 - astarion eating awbonee out from behind while she is bent over a table, the pot on the fire is burning in the background

digital art of awbonee and astarion lying in bed, he has his head on her chest and looks content, there's a trail of blood down her neck and on his mouth, she's running her fingers through his hair

digital art of pirate astarion and mermaid awbonee fucking on the beach, he's holding her by the waist and she's scratching his shoulder

colour sketch of astarion masturbating while holding one of awbonee's pieces of clothing to his face

the last "previously on insideushere" catchup/intro was months ago so

hi i'm adh and draw mostly #baldursgate3! you can find (or mute) my art mainly in these tags

#awstarion- astarionxawbonee, my tavstarion pairing
#bitterwip or #bittersketch - unfinished stuff
#nsfwart - finished stuff (unusual)

lineart sketch of awbonee and astarion inside his tent, she's lying on the bedroll with her legs up, topless, while astarion helps her take off her trousers and underwear.

finally leaving (-ish) the ugly stage i hope 🤞🤞

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lineart sketch of astarion and awbonee lying in bed, he's leaning in for a kiss while she touches his neck, one of his hand is going through his hair, the other is lowering her top to show her breasts

(release the boobs 🙌)

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rough sketch of awbonee sitting and leaning to the side, she has a visible baby bump out and is wearing a frilly top and a skirt

cw pregnancy

tiniest roughest most incomplete doodle but it's making me enjoy the process for the first time in a while, warts and all 🥹

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screenshot of a procreate canvas with a rough sketch of astarion looking down and smiling

i set myself the new year resolution of making my art more expressive and that involves learning to draw open mouths even if it hurts. the video of this being deleted and redone 100 times in a minute really captures how much it hurts

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rough sketch of awbonee lying on her back with her legs up, she's taking off her trousers with astarion's help but i haven't drawn him yet

started 2026 drawing boobs (and a fire hydrant), in line with my resolutions of drawing boobs (and the occassional background)

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very rough lineart sketch of astarion fucking mermaid!awbonee on a beach

i can have some very unfinished even by my standards mermaid AU smut, as a treat.

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lineart of astarion masturbating awbonee against a wall, she's pregnant and naked except for a shift she's holding up over her boobs, he's fully clothed and cloaked in the penumbral armour and drow hood, gloves still on. her hair is wet and he's holding her head with his free jands

cw pregnancy

not new but i just realised i never posted this on its own after fighting the hood and armour. part of another mini comic i am hoping to get done in 2026, pray for me and my mess 😭

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work in progress trying to replicate mucha's style. astarion and awbonee are lying on some fabric, her legs around his waist. he's kissing her chest and his hand is grabbing her face. she's caressing his arm with one hand, the other is running through his curls. there is a motif half finished on the left side of the frame, going from ivy leaves and ribbons to a maze of dry branches that end in one singular cluster of asphodel flowers

i can't decide on motifs right now so i'm going to leave this here for a bit and go back to the things i should be actually focusing on

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #awstarion

cropped work in progress of an attempt at a mucha inspired illustration, awbonee and astarion are lying on a piece of fabric that drapes around his legs, he's kissing her chest and holding her face, she has a hand on his arm and the other runs through his hair

(wee sneak peek hidden in the replies, no ivies because they need like 3000 more passes apparently)

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lineart sketch of astarion lying between awbonee's legs while kissing her breast. he has one hand around her face, while hers are one through his hair and the other on his arm. her eyes are closed and she's smiling

lately everything i try to do is taking forever and i keep falling behind my own deadlines and feeling useless and out of place and it's driving me nuts a bit tbh, sorry for the lack of everything

emotional support sketch save me etc

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colour sketch of anaia sitting in nice pyjamas in front of a frosted window, surrounded by cushions

leaving this here while this struggle week continues running over my sense of self 🫰

#bitterwip #baldursgate3 #anaia