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Mammogram scheduled! Please make sure you do yours too. ❤️❤️

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#cathcer Do I want to go to a tattoo convention to ask about options for scarred and irradiated skin (which I can't even do for another couple years IF I decide I want to), or will I instantly become overstimulated and have to leave?

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it's coming up on one year since the #cathcer and it turns out I am having at least one feeling about it. I will try to use the tag if you would like to avoid those posts.

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just got the notice that insurance approved a pre-op PT visit

(surgery was last june)

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For someone who isn't planning on dating anytime soon, I spend a lot of time wondering what the correct time is to disclose a murderboob

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#cathcer I have a week and a half to go before my month off tamoxifen is up, but if the govt shuts down this weekend I'm just gonna meds adjust then

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#cathcer Now that I have the strength and movement back on the right side, I am doing more with my right arm, which means that every so often I bump something against Murderboob. Still not used to having a numb body part!

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Well, at least the guys installing the new copier at the #cathcer center are wearing masks.

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okay today is haircut and then check in with medical oncologist to talk about the hormone blockers (physically okay but the depression wasn't great)

and then I can watch the new pitt episode! :D

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- navigated new job after I was reassigned in late 2024
- #cathcer, surgery, radiation, recovery
- wrote 5 fics (siegeofangels on ao3)

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#cathcer okay the nurse says that the side effect is to be expected and I can talk to the dr about it in jan, yay

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My shirt buttons are gapping and if murderboob wasn't this shape we wouldn't have this problem

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I have learned that when people ask about your cancer/treatment, about 75% of the time they want to talk about the cancer/treatment of themself or a loved one. Which, I get the instinct to make that conversational connection, but I guess as a patient, be prepared to gently redirect.

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my physical therapists are so nice and I hate doing the physical therapy so much

I am making progress, tho! they have a little thingy that measures how strong my arms are pushing in different directions so the numbers say I'm doing better!

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motherFUCKER how did I manage to pay for all my OTHER radiation treatments but still owe for the first week

(I checked the claims against my credit card records and I do owe them three hundred and sixteen dollars and thirty cents)

but HOW did I miss this until DECEMBER

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Doctor says everything looks good! Gave me my schedule for mammogram and MRI next year. Now home with pastry.

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Also my scar tissue is angry. Feels weird to say that boob hurts bc 3/4 of it is numb and also the hurt is to the side of the boob and the incision on the underside and up toward the armpit area where they were rummaging around digging for fucking gold or whatever

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So far the stupidest part about breast cancer is that when I have old-mariner-style pain in old injuries when the weather changes, it's my boob that hurts. Murderboob predicts rain.

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Radiation oncologist says murderboob looks great! But I want to hug all the little old ladies here getting radiation.

Now hot chocolate and fic before one more errand.

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One possible side effect of the estrogen blockers is less saliva, and now I can't stop being aware of how dry my mouth is or isn't

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#cathcer #food

Followup doctor's appt to make sure the implant is doing what it's supposed to be doing (it is)

the appointment was fine but driving during rush hour with the sun in my eyes was not very fun! got a pastry about it.

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I have been feeling very easily overheated and was wondering if it was my body having to adjust for having lost the use of the sweat glands in the radiation square

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#cathcer high anx from today and from the implant acting weird. Reminding myself that feelings are okay! Also if I sleep badly then at least I don't have to do anything in particular tomorrow.

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Everyone at work is stressing bc of the shutdown but it turns out I used all my fucks for the year on the #cathcer so I'm just like, okay, tell me whether to come in tomorrow, and working like normal

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#cathcer #bodyimage

Okay today I am being very brave and wearing a solid color t-shirt which does not disguise how one boob is approx half an inch lower than the other

Telling myself that no one will notice! If they notice they will not care!

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My armpit is pissed off and yeah buddy I get it

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okay let's start blocking that estrogen

the pharmacist talked to me about this med, by which I mean she said that if I have an allergic reaction I should (rash) talk to my doctor or (throat closes up) call 911

thank you, that was very helpful

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okay I have updated my spreadsheet and I think maybe I have reached the out of pocket INCLUDING the bills I just got so I have paid those. I think I'm on the right track and do not have to call insurance.

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the Square is fading fast and is now just a normal sort of "I got a little bit of a tan."

the only treatment left is 3 years of estrogen blockers. wondering whether to use this hashtag or #millenopause for that given that it won't be actual menopause, just the fun symptoms

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scar is a little pissy today. also it's gonna rain tomorrow. if these two things are related I will crol

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