being pro fiction amongst fellow perverts is great until you're reminded that the default is pearl clutching about exceptionally common taboos because humans eroticize the taboo
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really really feeling like a fucked up little freak [negative] this morning...
normally i don't care about being Different and Weird with Off-putting tastes but MAN I'm conscious of it the way i notice my big toe sticking through a hole in my sock
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hashtag most touch starved things i could possibly fuckin say lol
I'm sleepy though and gonna dream about being held now
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even then, i find myself looking for monsters that have good textures - smooth bone or silky scales or fluffy fur or leathery - that they have nice hands for touching and being touched
caressable
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maybe the more human something is, the more i think about what i can do to make them feel good, to cater to their tastes
while something more monstrous.... it's more pure. they're only doing things because it makes them feel good by default
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how my ultimate fantasy is that no matter how scary and painful something might be, that they still act in ways that show a [potentially subconscious] understanding and desire to cater to my tastes and preferences and the things that make me feel good
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pondering my monsterfucker picks tonight and how it interfaces with all my various.... deals
how my standards for personality get higher the closer someone is to looking like your typical beauty standards
how monsters are easy cuz they aren't hiding who they are
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obsessed....
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music.youtube.com/watch?v=IE8O...
An illustration of Demetrius sitting and holding the centicat with both hands to use heckapede as an onahole, with the text "Haaah....yeah.... perfect size" in a text bubble. He is a fluffy draconic furry with light tips on his large ears, his tail, and his hands and feet. He has cute little furry balls. Heckapede is stretched around his erect penis.
the centicat is truly the perfect size
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really sucks when a friend decides they don't wanna hear about your relationship any more unless it's you telling them that you've broken up
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from a hedonistic perspective, i love being so easily riled up
from a practical perspective gdi it's such a waste of hydration XD
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being horny at work is the wwwooorrrsssstttt someone help me find a nice secluded closet to be a pervert in ya?
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porn and dark content and anything else you might not want the masses to have access to won't necessarily save you either but censorship will not save you for sure
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censorship will not save you censorship will not save you censorship will not save you raaaaaggghhhhh
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the content is not the problem here, the groomer was the problem. if they didn't have access to one thing, it would have been another
if everything is censored they'll just use sfw things, like they did with me.
censorship will not save you
3/3
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some of you were groomed with content made by adults for adults and think that's the fault of the content, not the groomer
i was groomed too, with alt fashion, my love for FF, my love for science. "Wholesome" things. Unproblematic things.
2/3
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I'm so sorry to every kid and teen and young adult that was groomed at any point and then grew up to be an anti
1/3
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obligatory disclaimer that there's stuff i find distasteful, or squicky, or just plain ain't my bag [yes, even some thingd listed]. everyone else is allowed to express the same. all that matters is that, in their actual interactions, they are respectful of the autonomy of others.
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i literally don't care
i don't!
some of the things i listed I'm really into, some of the things I'm very much not.
fiction is a safe place to explore and fantasize and think about fucked up things
i trust that adults can make those judgement calls for themselves
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these 2 statements includes:
incest
gore
torture
hypno
CNC
raceplay
lolisho
feral/realistic animals
Pokemon
ABDL
bathroom stuff [solid+liquid]
barf
necro
objects
hyper
micro/macro
vore, fatal or not
ntr
fatness
and everything else that i couldn't think of off the top of my head
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all I'll say for the moment? is that if it's fiction, I'm okay with it.
if it's real people, then everyone directly involved should be aware of risk and consenting
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I'm still scared that people would be too grossed out to stay friends with me but... maybe it's worth it to not have to keep my own secrets?
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the longer all this scary censorship stuff goes on, the more i want to just. fully open up about my freak shit
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international cat day AND vore day it's like today was built for me
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vibrator + extra things is a powerful fuckin combo holy shit Zzzzzzzz
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I've had friends basically accuse me of being brainwashed into accepting bad behavior by makeup sex and..... realizing i feel this way about it, as a form of aftercare, makes my dismissal of their concerns make so much more sense
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for the record, makeup [anything that releases good brain juices], whether that's sex or food or snuggling... it's all good aftercare in my book
... it feels like it's been underrated in my platonic relationships
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makeup sex is important tbh
it honestly feels like a type of aftercare for an argument
to remind each other that even with the differences, even with the hurt feelings, all parties still appreciate and want each other
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sleepy
new sexy shirt
nighttime chew toy cute
feels good against my tongue
zzzzzz
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finally watched the original predator movie last night and man.... while the overall look has never caught my eye
.... well u///u
they have very pretty lizard hands that i want turned into my newest necklace
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