Forty one.
Hayden is on video chat with Dr. Joseph Schalman from Candle Jar.
Dr.: Hi there Hayden...did you move?
Hayden: No, I'm on tour with the guys. I, uh, rented an hourly office at the hotel.
Dr.: OK, well, what's up?
Hayden: I...I've, I meet fans on the road, or just our and some are OK and some are way too excited...
Dr.: Oh, yeah, I'm sure.
Hayden: So I met this...I don't-I mean he knew who I was.
Dr.: OK
Hayden: and...I, I just keep thinking about it I guess.
Dr.: Thinking about what?
Hayden: I...
Forty two
Dr. Schalman: What happened that stuck with you so much?
Hayden: Well...nothing "happened" I just went over and said hi and we followed each other online.
Dr. Schalman: is that something you normally do?
Hayden: I talk to fans all the time and I remind the crowd to follow at shows.
Dr. Schalman: Do you usually approach them though, and do you usually follow back?
Hayden: No...and I don't know why I wanted to do that so bad.
Dr. Schalman: What else was going on around that time?
Hayden: Uh, nothing really...we're on tour like I said, we were shooting some stuff before the show
There's a panel of Hayden and Andre sitting in chairs holding microphones in front of a blank projector on stage under a spotlight
Forty three
Dr. Schalman: OK, OK, when you say you keep thinking about it what do you mean by that?
Hayden: I-I mean-I, most of the time, I'm, y'know, I'm fine
Dr. Schalman: and other times?
Hayden: (sigh) Well sometimes when we're on the bus or in a hotel and I'm the only one who can't get to sleep and I'll just be laying there in the dark and I, I, it's not like my mind is racing it's not an anxiety thing like that I just...I'll start thinking about how I only know about like...I don't know anything about how...about what's going one with him but what he posts online and he doesn't, like, he wasn't around for what we did what I did, except for stuff that gets posted.
Forty-four
Dr. Schalman: I'll bet that's true of a lot of people you meet in your line of work
Hayden: Uh, yeah, sure.
Dr. Schalman: How do you feel about that?
Hayden: I think I got a good balance I make good money but I'm not like, Jaxx-one or anything. Like I said sone fans are a little much buy most people don't even recognize me. Me and the guys on the podcast are friends, me and Andre go way back, but otherwise my work and my normal life stay separate,
Dr. Schalman: but that's not what you want this time?
Hayden: I, uh, I just sort of wish he was part of the scene I'm in and lived out where I live and that we had known each other a young guys coming up, or even had been buddies in school, or that he had been one of my siblings, my twin, and we had been born and gone through life together. Jesus fucking Christ what the Hell is wrong with me?
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