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a wip. sorry ive been inactive lately. mizukis been my favorite pjsk character for years now and i cant wait to finish this
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#mizuki #pjsk #projectsekai #mizu5 #mizuki5 #n25 #niigo #vocaloid #painting
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(tumblr screenshot) Text reads: heartfeltpastels 9h ago With Ena 5 announced finally digging this thought out of my drafts and finishing it. I think people may not realize is that Mizuki 5 was NEVER going to have 'a happy ending'... Sure Mizuki got hit with one of the most devastating outcomes, but... Mizuki was always doomed by the narrative via her own traits, flaws, and circumstances. She was always going to get noticeably worse before it could get better even in an ideal case. So let's look at why and a bit of what I think Mizuki needs to heal and change. First up is Mizuki's internal mental framing of her transness being a "secret" and being "deceptive" to not tell Nightcord, this shows her internal othering and internalized transphobia occurring from her past trauma, she treats it like something is wrong with her for being the way she is and makes her feel guilty that all of it is HER fault. And Mizuki is as shown willing to hide that even from her closest supporters who know everything, ie Rui & even Yuuki when first time meeting her in person for the first time in years during Unchanging Warmth, Mizuki avoided telling her sister most of the important things that were weighting on her mind. We also have Mizuki's abandonment issues, since she's had 0 long lasting friendships (Rui only one close to resembling one), Mizuki for a long time shown to have felt a feeling that she'll be abandoned once more as its always happened...
Then ties to her confirmation-bias, which shows apparently with how Mizuki during the festival keeps thinking of it as her final time with nightcord, it was clearly mizuki was looking for any signs of the worst or even a not good outcome since she couldn't imagine much less believe in any positive outcome, because Mizuki hasn't herself hold onto such hopes. Her biggest flaw though is her self-sabotaging habits, ie the way she let herself and ena separate at the festival cause she places no priority on herself when she could have said no or asked ena to come with her, even though she loves helping others. Worse is how it stops her from reaching out to others for help even from her sister... Finally I think so the pressure on herself both internal and external, Mizuki obviously put a lot of negative pressure on herself which raises question why not wait until Mizuki can address that before coming out... (ignoring that Mizuki's current issues made her refused her best chances to set things on a different path already such as in Picnic, Footsteps, Ribbon, and Warmth) But then you get the external pressure when you remember Mizuki is the youngest of Nightcord by a year... and with Mizuki's deep seated uncertainty of long term friendship then the fear of the graduating and all the change that could bring to Nightcord and would make her potential miss her chance to make them that would make things worse and crush her if she waited too long. So Mizuki was on a hard limit of less than a year whether she liked it or not and Mizuki is probably aware of that on some level making it worse for her. Ena can be an incredible person really, but it would have taken an actual saintly miracle for Ena to navigate all of that by alone herself without knowing even half of how those things that were impacting her. tl;dr Mizuki was doomed by herself AND the narrative, the deck was really stacked against her fun!
At least Ena has clue's about Mizuki's existing issues now and she's really gonna have her work cut out for her and as I tagged my fic 'Save us Yuuki Akiyama' because I think Mizuki needs someone more mature and experienced to be able to challenge some of these things enough to change, cause it's a LOT honestly for someone Ena's age to handle, maybe can do it with Kanade but still... Mizuki doesn't just need to come out as trans to be okay and happy, while that's important for sure... Fundamentally Mizuki needs to learn to accept hope and trust others more than anything and that's going to be hard with how strongly Mizuki has resisted that up until now... Then she can maybe begin learn to not hate herself, to forgive herself, to value herself, to feel safe talking about her fears & hardships, and to realize not everything was her fault... So that she can accept it's okay to be trans, it's okay to be herself, to be a girl, and that's not something she should feel guilty about. I think those things need to be done before she can face her negative habits & trauma responses which will probably take even longer in story to truly overcome. Even if Mizuki can smile and be happy at the end of Ena 5, I'm sure some of these issues will likely come back and cause issues in like Mizuki 6 or be things she needs to learn in her 3rd mixed.
With Ena 5 announced I put this on my tumblr last night about why I think Mizuki 5 was always gonna be doomed by the narrative w/no chance for 'a happy ending' via her own traits, flaws, & circumstances. Full thoughts in screenshots of that post.
#mizukiakiyama #mizuki5 #ena5 #enashinonome #pjsekai
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A digital drawing of Mizuki from project sekai looking into a cracked mirror. "See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil" is written in Japanese.
Working on moving my art from cara over here, but I don't plan on being super active
#projectsekai #prosekai #mizu5 #mizuki5 #mizukiakiyama #mizuki #niigo #nightcordat2500 #25jinightcordde #25jimizuki #digitalart #procreate #art #fanart
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*You hear an ominous bell tolling in the distance
No hat!!!
uhhhh hi everyone!!! New here but anyone hear those Ominous bells tolling? No, just me?
(this is a card edit:3!, and idk how tagging works on here so please let me know if I use a wrong tag or something!!) #instarsandtime #isat #mizuki5
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Mizuki5 Fanart (I want to draw full-body, but i just can't draw the clothes TT)
-[แปลในวงเล็บ]-
อยากวาดเต็มตัวนะ แต่ผมวาดเสื้อไม่ได้TT
#pjsk #Mizuki5 #pjsk_fa #prsk #prsk_fa
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Drew the new Mizuki
#projectsekai #mizu5 #mizuki5 #puroseka #pjsk #prsk #mizukiakiyama #akiyamamizuki
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MIZUKI 5 PEEPS ON BLUESKY WHERE YOU AT!?
#mizuki5 #pjsk #projectsekai
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