i wish i had friends on here (besides like a couple ppl) cause like there was ppl i thought were cool that stopped talking to me
#riverlations
vacation is not til april and these kids are so awful all of the sudden idk wtf happened i was telling my brother about all this stupid shit that happens at work hes like "quit your job find a better school district" im like lol and go where. the kids are gonna be like this everywhere
#riverlations
being on the internet is like over sharing but being vague ok
but personal post fr i guess so i started seeing a therapist like a few months ago? and she told me shes leaving in june 🙃 so im like w/e i tell you i gotta tell to this new person i dont wanna be repeating myself
#riverlations (cont)
bro i had a dentist apt this week (just a cleaning) and idk why the fuck happened but you know they always poke around in your mouth too hard now theres like a piece of my bone sticking through my gums where i got my wisdom teeth out so thats cool
#riverlations
deleted my personal post cause idt anybody cares lol. maybe i should stop utilizing my personal tag also (the #riverlations one)
anyways gnight i guess
idk if just being a teacher is exhausting ? or i just normally have no energy or motivation? cause like dude all i fucking think about is work & making stupid lesson plans & worrying about constantly correcting the kids behaviour. its like i used to write and draw and idk wtf happened
#riverlations
i was thinking about this and i could just apply for the after school program next school year so i would still have my weekends free 🤔
#riverlations
i hate getting home so late on tuesdays 😪 like its almost 9pm and im waiting for my rice to be done cooking and idek if im hungry anymore tbh
#riverlations
GUYS one of my internet friends & i are actually planning to meet !!!! ive known her since like 2019 ok. and before we just kinda chatted about it cause we live on opposite ends of the us ok. but shes like lemme come during april break and im like !!!!!!!!
#riverlations
so sometimes i really just go through a genre or a ton of playlists and download random songs cause i have 8k songs on my ipod.
and thats not even all the songs i have (because of cds etc.)
i also tend to buy random cds from the thrift cause i listen to almost everything.
#riverlations
i dont like going places by myself at all but what if i went to the stray kids movie by myself?
if it was for ateez i definitely would. but hmm im debating
i just dont have irl friends who like k pop, and im sure my brother would not have a good time lmao
#riverlations
since i had to make a new account, most of yall dont really know me.
but i do on occasion like to make things or do diy projects.
over the summer i built drawers to go under my bed.
#riverlations
my teeth were not bothering me for the longest time, and now they are hurting again.
so glad they are getting taken out in a few weeks.
but also scared cause i hate teeth related things
#riverlations
ive been home for 1.5 hours and my room is still freezing cold. (with the woodstove on downstairs and the heater in my room)
winter ssuuucccckkkkkkkksssss. i dont wanna go anywhere let me stay in bed forever pls
#riverlations
maybe i should just get a better program to burn dvds and make my own box sets. because me just wishing certain bl had dvds isnt gonna magically put them on dvd lmao
#riverlations
i dont have space in my room but i fr want one of those bookshelf/cabinets with glass doors so i can display stuff without it getting dusty
#riverlations
tell me why i was talking to one of my coworkers and this older lady (after coworker walked away) asked me if we were dating im like 💀 no
#riverlations
whenever i message robin (one of my friends) i have to remember the time difference and i know ill get up tomorrow morning and have a ton of messages from her.
cause i sent her a pic since i impulse dyed my hair
#riverlations
okay i have an idea of something to make, it would just involve buying patches from etsy.
but this is for a future idea. because i still havent made anything with my button maker.
and i have too many projects
#riverlations
i dont really want a second job but sometimes im just like ugh it would be nice to have extra money so i can pay off all my credit cards, and start saving for my tiny house
#riverlations
i was only outside for 15 mins and im tired. i hope school (work) is cancelled tomorrow because it is still snowing. and i know for a fact i will not want to get up at 7am to clear off my car and dig it out of the snow
#riverlations
i havent made internet friends (that ive met in real life) since tumblr (like over 10 years ago)
but i have an inkling some moots live on the same coast as me.
not that i wanna be like "hey guys i live in [state]"
but i dont have irl friends who like bl/kpop 😪
#riverlations
my brother was asking if there was concerts i wanted to go to, and its too bad junny is gonna be the same week i get my wisdom teeth out 😔 so ofc can't go
#riverlations
i miss doing art, but i stopped kind of after highschool cause i didnt have motivation and social media for w/e reason always made me compare myself. i feel like its been so long so i get frustrated with myself when things dont turn out how i want.
ALSO i have 0 clue about digital art
#riverlations
ok, gonna hope this bluetooth adapter will work with my ipod/jbl speakers. because whenever i wanna listen to music in another room i have to use itunes/laptop so i can bring the speaker with me
#riverlations
maybe i'm being silly because ofc even if we were moots i guess you're not obligated to follow me back.
it's just frustrating that i lost my account in the first place.
and i've reached out/tagged people i have talked to more than once and received no reply
idk
#riverlations
i hate tuesdays cause i get home at 7 instead of 4:30 and then it's like soooo late and i don't get to do anything
#riverlations
my brother asked me if there was any concerts i wanted to go to, and i just realized an artist i like is touring BUT legit the same week im getting my wisdom teeth out so oh well
#riverlations
i have one of those canon ivy printers and half the time its so slow or it tells me i used the wrong paper at this rate i feel like i should just use my actual printer and glue things in my journal
#riverlations
oh haha ive had like 4 different dr apts (for different things) and i still dont know whats wrong with me btw so fun #riverlations