Once I wrap up old comms, its back to work for me ive been so dead and sleepy lately since the con and demo grind

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SO the Mac import is not workin cus ios is dumb with Rpgmaker

So I removed it (I really tried for yall gah) BUT I added an android import at least as another possible option for users without windows or a computer! You will need the “Maldives” app also tho!

This was what I was made for, deep in my soul. I am the divinely guided star who loves creating so much. And for the first time i felt so beyond accomplished and proud of myself, I havent had that feeling in so long.

This month truly changed me n its a layered wild feeling within me now
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Starsss, I was so on it every day for so long that now that I can relax (don't get me wrong I'm SLEEPIN) but now– like a damn trained dog. I'm like waking up and feeling "I wanna create, I wanna work" adrenaline spikes. Like girl, REST! But I genuinely love creating!! It was worth in end #stardevlog

Is it bad that Im so inspired post con and even tho im definitely off the grid dying for a bit to recharge-

I wanna draw stuff alreadyyy
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And thats OFFICIALLY a wrap for me n San Japan- debuting my new demo for #neurosis in only a month, this challenge that others were worried about me taking on- im so fucking glad I believed in myself n have support. Im so glad I did this, it means so much. Im cryin, till next time ty!♡
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Neurosis [v.2 demo] by ✨⭐️The Universe’s Star⭐️✨ “I just wanted to be free”

THATS A WRAP ON SJ16 WOOO I WISH I HAD MORE TIME HERE AS A FAN THAN A DEV BUT AAA STILL LOVED IT AND I WANNA GO TO MORE CONS AGAIN GUEST OR FAN OR BOTH AAA

Thanks 4 havin me as a indie dev SJ! One day ill be invited guest shehe

theuniversesstar.itch.io/neurosis-v2-...

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Im so tired after the grind for a month and then boothing at a con.

I am so tired and yet. I am I got so fired up and excited from the con that I just- I want to work on #neurosis more, but I need to give myself some rest first before I start going back on my BS bahaha
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AND THATS IT FOR MY BOOTHINGGG at SAN JAPAN WOO !! THANKS TO THE PEOPLE I DID GET TO SEE IN MY ACCIDENTAL SHORT BOOTHING HOURS RAHHH

Tomorrow im just gonna chill and walk around n buy stuff with a new friend I made ehe

Gonna see if I can finish that bug update for #neurosis tonight
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So frustrated that the attempt at a demo update for some small bugs n visual updates couldnt go thru rn

But bah whatever fate guides me so ill fix it later and just get high n chill I already lost first half of con time let's judt vibe im over it bahah #stardevlog

Day 2 of con boothing!!

I will be there today from around 2:30 pm - hopefully 10 pm! :3

Still finishing a quick bug update to demo n then gonna get a nap in

See ya there if you’re at SAN Japan in the indie gaming section! ⭐️
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I was supposed to do demo update last night after con day 1 but passed out from sleep deprivation this month n weed pill high (still feeling residue of) ehe anyways working on update now for it before con boothing day 2
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gonna be aiming for a bug fix update tonight [8/29/25] 10:51pm told 89⁹ fix some game annoyances ones. As well as maybe brush up some visual updates!! Another update will possibly be coming post con before I hibernate hehe ⭐️ #stardevlog

Going to be doing a demo update possibly tonight for some bugs !!! And another brushed up update post con n sleep recharge ehe
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Day 1 done: only a few hours! Cus bugging took so long earlier n other stuff but I MET A FEW REALLY COOL CHILL PEEPS N EVEN SOME1 WHO PLAYTESTED FOR ME N GAVE ME SO MUCH GOOD CRITICS LIKE I NEEDDD

Met some really cool peeps who loved my art n voice acting gwahhh
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I barely got much more sleep to work with im so tirreeddd but game demo finishing and debugging and then watching it get playtested by riley took so longgg so I barely have sleep in me but I dont wanna miss too much boothing first con day!!

But gettin ready now n getting HIGHH
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@thatzomboi.on.computer LIVE WITH THE FIRST TEST PLAY OF MY DEMO AAAAA ALFGG
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I FINALLY FINISHED I THINKS !!! I’m TIRED AND GOTTA BOOTH IN LIKE 5 HOURS

Unappealing photo but celebrating myself best as a princess can ehe ☆
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salsa n chip // white cake with strawberry icing

NEUROSIS DEMO ALMOST DONE FINALLY AAAAAA
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222 on clock LFFGGGGG

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We are so fucking up !!☆

Set up booth today with my family wooooo LETS HAVE A SILLY TIME THIS WEEKEND AT SAN JAPAN YAHOOO

im gonna be high outta my mind after this week grinding that demo omgg

LOOK FORWARD TO THE RELEASE OF #Neurosis demo !!!!
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My back hurts from the desk (fucking lower back disability), my heads throbbing, im sleep deprived, my period is killing me, my eyes tired out from crying, had acouple breakdowns but I will do this despite all the setbacks or so help me dammit
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a cartoon character is kneeling down with a purple and white outfit ALT: a cartoon character is kneeling down with a purple and white outfit

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Lost 8 hrs in this session to bug after bug which I kept sorting thru best i could with my disability processing setbacks (scripting is impossible for me usually)

But after I sobbed alot tonight and im so tired, ill push thru im too far now

Mantra: "If anyone can do a crisis, its you"
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New Alex and jay content (creators of marble hornets) around the time I’m about to release a demo for my game series in work that’s a love letter to creepypasta era including marble hornets IS CRAZY IM FR THE UNIVERSES STAR AAAA CUS WDYM!!!??? #stardevlog

After a weed pill and benny LONG sleep, I FEEL I HAVE ENOUGH POWER DESPITE MY EXHAUSTION TO PUSH THRU THE FINAL STRETCH AND PUT THIS GAME DEMO ACTUALLY TOGETHER NOWW RAHHHH !!☆

After– a pretty girl shower! ♡ (I'm gross rn, dev rot ehe)
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I feel so amazing rn omfg ascending
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YAHOO GUESS WHOS FINALLY DONE MAKING #NEUROSIS DEMO ASSETS (later is dev time)

in *only 27 days* (minus menu animation done before this month) I made *alone*:
- 61 art assets (CGs, sprite sets, level art)
- 6 cutscenes
- 7 song edits
- 55 rune voice line recordings
- business cards
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