screenshot of the opening information of the linked fic, "reflect me, meet me (where i am).
excerpt from the linked fic: "Sylvain took a breath. “You’ve probably never seen it, but there’s two ways to breed cows. Normally you just kind of set your stud loose in the pasture with the cows, and he’ll just get right to work. One good bull can get through dozens of cows. Or, if you care a lot about exact lineage and all that, or your bull isn’t getting the job done, you lock your cow and your bull in a little section, all on their own.” He waved a hand. “He’s a stud either way, right? He fucks until it’s time to slaughter him, and the how and whom and where is just about logistics.” Ignatz didn’t know what to say, except that he felt Sylvain’s emptiness so deeply, like it had briefly become his own. “I think, in the course of my life, I’ve messed around with dozens of girls,” said Sylvain bitterly. “I thought it made me clever, thought it was on my own terms, thought I was — having fun my way. But when I think about it, I’ve just been set loose in the pasture for a while, and since I’m not getting the right results, I’ll be brought in for hand-mating soon. So I — you know what I’m saying, right?” Ignatz nodded. “I’m sick of feeling like an animal,” Sylvain said. “I’ve done it to myself, I know, but — but now I feel like anyone I’m sent to marry is just going to be the unlucky heifer that’s been picked for me. And that we’re both way more valuable for the babies we churn out than who we are as people. I think it’s — kind of turned me off the whole thing. Feels like even if I did marry someone I kinda like, there’d always be this part that…that turns me right back into the stud-bull.”
hi. happy late valentines day here is a tiny (for me, anyways) #sylnatz fic, "reflect me, meet me (where I am)". it is sweet and simple and has some beloved sylvain dialogue. please enjoy!
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archiveofourown.org/works/79616186