loserrrrr

one of my fave movies since childhood!!!

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Reminder that the best thing you can do to support open and free information is to USE YOUR LIBRARY #booksky #librarysky #diversebooksky #supportyourlocallibrary #diversebooks #libraries

Squinting because it’s my last night to do absolutely nothing before I kick it into gear for 2025.

another weekend wasted bed rotting

okay and obvi some basic markers like height eye color hair color, but what would your imagination produce

trying to find somebody who can draw or paint a portrait of me but without looking at me, solely based on how i answer certain questions/personality

the worst part of being alone in a country that isnt yours is who hugs you? cares for you when sick? because making myself soup right now is truly more spoons than i have

i cant even show my face in public and i think this, hah

wonder what it feels like to be loved and so openly at that, must be exhilarating and freeing, truly would make me feel unstoppable me thinks

seeing drabbles from a time i thought i could be a writer….as if

“what do you want for christmas” is so embarrassing because how do i say things like a dresser, curtains, scrapbook, silk pillowcase, books, humidifier, scarves, socks etc as if i cannot provide basic necessities for myself at this big age :(

i admit i splurge on a lot in life but i promise i always am telling the truth when i say something as precious as a card, handmade at that, would fulfill all my wishes instead of a pricey gift

just an ugly girl in an ugly world

what is

want to die also dont want to do another safety plan in therapy for these thoughts

christmas movies please i need you

seeing all the post you in a different era posts and wanting to join but cant cause body dysmorphia 🐄

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

truly reverting into crippling depression 2017 me

Is this HOPE I feel!!??? Surely not!?

time to get really high and respond to everyone on the sl (skyline) like they’re my best friend

43 people later and i almost managed to find everybody again, my sanity will stay intact another day longer (:

me realizing i can just go to my following list and check for their handles on here but also practice grace for myself??

wait, why havent i searched on here yet?! thats the weed

thinking of skully | sirimione in this time, hope you are faring well

very pleased with this decision as well, this app is definitely the superior one in terms of operating and interacting omg omg omg, dopamine rush is that you??

thought i lost all the dramione angels feeding my soul, but finally got out of my depression funk long enough to flutter over here and keep myself connected, ill consider that “1 thing that makes me happy” on finch today <3