I’m really ready for life to go back to normal. My husband was in the hospital for almost a month. I hate everything about this stage of our lives. I feel so sick with worry. #cancer #heartfailure
chapel stained glass. #hospital
Her mind an infinite fractal cathedral. Crystal-perfect still and cold. #AliensFireteamElite
I’m watching Alien: Earth so now I’ve got the urge to play Alien: Isolation. Again. That sequel needs to hurry up. #xenomorph
🖤🖤🖤 #blackcats
Before & after the Fort Worth ritual. I can die happy now because I got to hear “Stand by Him” live. The Ghouls were so sparkly and I already miss Papa V. Thank you to the kind stranger for the beaded bracelet!! I love it so much. 😭 😭 #ghost #skeleta #standbyhim #thebandghost #papav #texas
People who aren't severely disabled, poor and isolated don't know how absolutely fucking soul crushing it is to have immeasurable amounts of ongoing grief and rage and no accessible outlets to cope with any of it at all
Put an underwire bra on for the first time in maybe 10 years. It is literal torture and I am fucking miserable LOL
Mirrors in the gym are very humbling. 😩
And now I feel horrible because I ate three slices of pizza an hour after my workout. Food is the hard habit to break.
Today is another day I did *not* go to a Sunday crochet meet-up I was curious about. Old habits are hard to break. Maybe I'll try next week. I'm not super nervous about socializing with strangers the way I would have been back in the day, but it’s always hard to take the first step. #socialanxiety
Where to shop since Joann is officially closed. (😞) I love how this article does not mention that one craft store run by a hateful religious cult. #crochet
www.bhg.com/joann-fabric...
I miss Live Journal. And Dead Journal. I still have mine. 😞
Walked by my 16 year old son’s bedroom and heard him singing Ode To My Family by #thecranberries. He heard his step dad listening to it in the car and loved it so now it’s a part of his Spotify playlist. 😢 #nostalgia
This photo. 🖤 (146 days to go !!!!!) #thebandghost #papavperpetua
THE ANKLE ALWAYS GETS THEM LADIES!!!! 😉😘 #thebandghost
I nearly puked having to drink that liquid so fast. Ugh. Ended up not having gestational diabetes which was good lol
Nearly every atheist I know has a stronger moral compass than republican evangelical christians.
My sick is more of an anxiety thing. Hope you feel better soon!
I feel sick. All I can do is attempt to distract myself with hobbies.
Finally #stardewvalley #perfection #nintendoswitch
He's trying to wear us all out. Do your mind a favor and just check the news once or twice a day. It's self care.
The 24/7 news cycle is an overstimulation nightmare. Not even neurotypical brains are equipped to process this.
I agree with you. I am so exhausted and I’m going to try and do better for my health.
I want to make another one of these chickens but WAY bigger so I can use it as a pillow. #crochet #crochettherapy #chickens #chicken #barredrock #crochetsky
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#crochet #winniethepooh #amigurumi So cuuuute!
