I'm just talking myself out of a freak out..

This is Marty. He played the role of Bruiser in a college production of "Legally Blonde" and nailed every line. Was confused when people were impressed though. What, like it's hard? 14/10 (IG: sirbaldwinandmarty)

I'm not going freak out bcuz this goes extremely over my cal limit. I'll just carry over the xtra cals to the next day but in all honesty I'm going to do a 24hr fast now on my new fast

Starting and stopping a fast after only doing 2hrs is kind of humiliating. All because of someone bought take out for the family and was very happy about it.

It's been 30 days since I took myself seriously about not b■nging. I've had thoughts, I've had urges but I pulled myself together and ground myself by looking in the mirror (I cringe every time I catch a glimpse of myself) I think this is doing something. I hope this motivation stays strong.

I did one of her 5k steps vid. I didn't know videos like this existed. I wish I would've known before.

#caterpillarsky

Its muddy and rainy outside, I think I'm going to just do a walking video on yt. And see how that turns out. A 5k step video. #iwtlw8

Black and white photo of a tabby cat and what are presumably her three tabby kittens. They are all on top of a galvanized metal trash can outdoors which has been covered with a white cloth. There is a bowl of something in the middle and they are all eating from it.

Picnic for garbage babies. 💕 Photo from my collection, no date/info.

My cals are still under 1,000. I would like to eat more so I won't trigger a b■nge or something. I'm going to drink the rest of the ar8zona tea. That should boost my cals over 1,000. I try not to eat under because I don't want to regret it later.. #iwtlw8

I just broke my fast with a veggie sandwich from sbwy. I ate the whole footlong lol it was 685 so I rounded it to 700. I'm okay with that tbh.

I don't want to look like myself anymore and that's what's motivating me right now to stay on track. #iwtlw8

Black and white photo of a medium haired tuxedo tabby sitting curled up in a top hat which is nestled in some kind of fur pelt. The cat has a contemptuous look on its face.

Look at this posh skrunkleton. Postcard from my collection, 1912. 🎩

Tw: w8/b■nge talk
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Today was w■igh-in and it's a steady decline. I'm okay with that. My mind wants it to be quick but I have to chill out and take it step by step or else I will start a b■nging cycle again. I try w■ight myself every week so I won't get emotionally dependant on the scale. #iwtlw8

I like f¡Tb¡T because it doesn't get mad at me for having a low cal■rie in take. #caterpillarsky

I'm going to aim for 24hrs to fast. 8hrs down now. #caterpillarsky

My urge to b■nge comes and then it goes. How about go and never come back pls - except rn dr pepper zero cream is satisfying my urge at the moment

I'm going to chug the gross unflavored m3t@muc¡l so I could lose my appetite completely for the rest of the night.

Do y'all still track on bdays?

If only there was animal free birria queso tacos, that would be great thnx

Starting up Fitb#t again. Hopefully, I don't become emotionally dependent on it like last time. I got too obsessive over it that I would have a breakdown when I didn't meet my daily goals lol this time is different, I think 🤞

I had a impossible burrito for lunch. It was amazing 🌯 and it fit within my cals. That was my omad #caterpillarsky

Lately I've been getting cold during fasting to the point where I have to wear a pullover and socks #caterpillarsky

Amazing that I've been 18 days b■nge free. It's been a while. 🥲 #caterpillarsky

March (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)🌷

Having a physical journal only tracking c■lories is very helpful. I was always a digital girlie but I feel physical tracking is more better.