#iwtlw8

Its muddy and rainy outside, I think I'm going to just do a walking video on yt. And see how that turns out. A 5k step video. #iwtlw8

My cals are still under 1,000. I would like to eat more so I won't trigger a b■nge or something. I'm going to drink the rest of the ar8zona tea. That should boost my cals over 1,000. I try not to eat under because I don't want to regret it later.. #iwtlw8

I don't want to look like myself anymore and that's what's motivating me right now to stay on track. #iwtlw8

Tw: w8/b■nge talk
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Today was w■igh-in and it's a steady decline. I'm okay with that. My mind wants it to be quick but I have to chill out and take it step by step or else I will start a b■nging cycle again. I try w■ight myself every week so I won't get emotionally dependant on the scale. #iwtlw8