for most of the day and the internet and streaming are how i keep myself distracted from how fucking lonely that is. and i have been stripped of that for this entire month.

xfinity is going to decide to get their head out of their ass and actually fucking do something to fix this. i can't afford fiber. xfinity is the next best thing and they are so fucking ass that i've basically been forced into a mental health spiral because i am disabled and home alone +

and will either be back in minutes or hours. the excuse is always "unexpected network repairs" as the CAUSE of the outage.
i would love to be able to give an estimate on when my regular schedule will be up and running again, but i genuinely have no idea when +

y'all, i would like to come on here to formally apologize for the lack of streams this month. my internet provider started "upgrades/repairs" at the beginning of the month, and since then my wifi has not only been slow as balls, but COMPLETELY unreliable. it drops out at random +

live now on #superbattlegolf !!!
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive

i honestly have had no excuse for my lack of activity and streams, my sleep schedule is just the opposite of a normal day (i go to bed at like 8am and sleep until like 4-6 rn) and i have tried to fix it multiple times over the last few weeks, which is why i have been inactive. :,)
will be live tn!

take 2 at #eggingon except this incident is what led to my rage quit last time LMAOOOOO
#twitch #stream #live #twitchstream #smallstreamer #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #parkour #platforminggame #psychologicalhorror (the narrator makes me pissed af sometimes) #physicsgame #ragebait #ragegame

Twitch Twitch is the world

live on #eggingon ! cosplaying as an egg for easter >:3c
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#parkour #difficult #psychologicalhorror #livestream #twitch #twitchstream #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #smallstreamer #smallstreamercommunity #lesbianstreamer #nonbinary #queerstreamer #lgbtq

Twitch Twitch is the world

live on #vintagestory except i am so impatient and want to sail into the horizon on a boat
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#survivalcraft #livestream #twitch #twitchstream #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #smallstreamer #smallstreamercommunity #lesbianstreamer #nonbinary #queerstreamer #lgbtq

Twitch Twitch is the world

live on #vintagestory we survived the winter, we got elk. now we prepare for a 9k+ block trip for more lore
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#survivalcraft #livestream #twitch #twitchstream #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #smallstreamer #smallstreamercommunity #lesbianstreamer #nonbinary #queerstreamer #lgbtq

stream starting soon today!!!

im so sorry ive been flaky as shit the last couple of weeks for my streams 😅 im between planning a summer trip, obsessively playing frontiers of pandora (101 hrs in 10 days), being forced to play vintage story with my brothers, and trying to fix my very fucked up sleep schedule (success tbd)

Twitch Twitch is the world

going live on #vintagestory and starting the story???
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#survivalcraft #livestream #twitch #twitchstream #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #smallstreamer #smallstreamercommunity #lesbianstreamer #nonbinary #queerstreamer #lgbtq

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so yesterday the boys were muted bc we were in the wrong vc LMAOOOO my bad yall, take 2 on limping thru winter in #vintagestory
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#twitch #smallstreamer #lgbtstreamer #disabeldstreamer #autisticstreamer #nonbinary #transstreamer #twitchtv #twitchlive #livestream #survivalcraft

Twitch Twitch is the world

going live on #vintagestory with my absolutely feral and disgusting brothers (they annoy me, lovingly)
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#survivalcraft #livestream #twitch #twitchstream #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #smallstreamer #smallstreamercommunity #lesbianstreamer #nonbinary #queerstreamer #lgbtq

good evening my lil monsters, sorry for such a late update on todays stream. something personal came up today that requires my continued attention, so unfortunately no stream today :(
BUT streaming will resume tomorrow as normal! thanks for understanding <3

already technical difficulties 😭 i thought i fixed the obs lag and i DIDNT please bare w me as i figure out how to fix it

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LIVE NOW! come hang out while i explore the moon of Pandora and fight the Sky People destroying it on #avatarfrontiersofpandors !
twitch.tv/ratgvtslive
#avatar #na'vi #pandora #wildernesssurvival #openworld #exploration #minimalguidance #freeroam #lgbtqstreamer #smallstreamer #twitch #stream #live

i said gaming but i meant streaming i dont know how that happened LMAO

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check me out on twitch.tv/ratgvtslive! not live yet, but i will be soon!
check out youtube.com/ratgvtslive if you want some edited content (with the express warning that the only one i think is well edited is the most recent one and i havent posted in forever 😅 editing takes it OUT of me dawg)

so i immediately skipped another day of gaming bc i got absorbed in vintage story with my siblings LOL

we're going live today on #avatarfrontiersofpandora ! i got this game yesterday with the intention of playing it off stream, and then played for 4 straight hours and now im gonna stream it hehe

we're back to being live today! come hang out while i attempt (and probably fail) to bully my friends in super battle golf >:3c
#Twitch #ratgvtslive #smallstreamer #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #autistic #deadpan #lesbian #golfgame #superbattlegolf #funny #twitchclips #sabotage #streamclips

i would like to apologize for the break in streaming schedule with no warning. i had a small mental health crisis but i am better now!
todays stream info coming soon!!

i will forever suffer from immediate karma if im playing with OptiMystic LOL
#Twitch #ratgvtslive #smallstreamer #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #autisticstreamer #deadpan #lesbianstreamer #golfgame #freeforall #partygame #golfparty #golfwithfriends #superbattlegolf #funny #clipit #clips

VOLUME WARNING LOL guys, u know u had fun when even just rewatching the stream for clips has u giggling hehehe
#Twitch #ratgvtslive #smallstreamer #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #autisticstreamer #deadpan #golfgame #freeforall #partygame #superbattlegolf #funny #twitchclips #sabotage #streamclips

food for thought - the only people who get pressed about being called racists are people who are racist. why would you get so offended at something if it wasn't true?

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going live on twitch.tv/ratgvtslive playing a minecraft horror modpack with a LONG list of things to scare the shit out of me and good reviews!
#minecraft #minecraftmods #twitchstream #twitch #ratgvtslive #youtubestream #smallstreamer #smallstreamercommunity #horrormod #horror #scarymod #scary

live on twitch.tv/ratgvtslive || #ratgvtslive
guys i am truly just really bad at silver please
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#MOBA #deadlock #smallstreamer #REM #GRAVES #SILVER #VENATOR #CELESTE #APOLLO #newcharacters #gameupdate #tps #strategy #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #autisticstreamer #deadpan

live on twitch.tv/ratgvtslive || #ratgvtslive
my silent chase with silver ended in tragedy (yes i know i had fleetfoot, i panicked)
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#MOBA #deadlock #smallstreamer #REM #GRAVES #SILVER #VOTECELESTE #newcharacters #gameupdate #tps #strategy #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #autisticstreamer #deadpan

live on #Twitch || #ratgvtslive
i am falling in love with this little sleepy guy who has no idea what sarcasm is
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#MOBA #deadlock #smallstreamer #REM #GRAVES #SILVER #VOTECELESTE #newcharacters #gameupdate #tps #strategy #lgbtqstreamer #disabledstreamer #autisticstreamer #deadpan