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i may have projected a teensy bit (*ˊᗜˋ*)>

same class. it's been months since he's last talked to phainon and as for phainon....he feels like a goodbye waiting to be said. a man living on borrowed time. he's a candle that's been burnt out. no longer bright, no longer warm, no longer useful.

of course mydei, stops him, gives him a reminder. that he is cared for, that he's loved. looking back, he wonders if those were the right words to say to someone who pretends like their life depends on it. mydei's in college now, him and phainon are in the-

of that. he's not the best at offering comfort or advice, all that emotional weight his deliverer carried better than him. so when phainon turned around with that smile that made something heavy settle in mydei's gut saying that it's nothing and walking away-

phainon. always hiding from others instead of seeking comfort to ease his own wounds. always smiling and helping out despite his own dilemmas. as much as mydei loved that about him, it was inconvenient martyrdom but he didn't even know how to help unpack all-

mydei finds him somehow. somehow they always find each other in moments like this. probably because phainon follows him around like a lost dog. it's different today.
"what are you doing out here, hks?"
mydei felt like something was wrong. as always with-

eventful year. so much happened. and he... should he rest? he wonders what that feels like. it feels like a death sentence and honestly, he realizes that he doesn't mind that much.

what does phainon, a simple boy with so much potential but never truly utilizes it no matter how much he tried, have to live for after that? he knows there should be something but he feels spent. like this was all his life was leading up to. it has been an-

that managed to break through the numbness that's been haunting him lately. it was an odd smile but it felt right at the moment. like the an ending to a long story. wherever his friends go, he knows they'll do well. they don't need him anymore and he-

phainon disappears halfway the event. he's alone outside the venue, through the backdoor. the achievement feels... meaningless. like something he was expected to achieve. sure, he feels happy for his friends. it actually makes him smile, the only emotion-

be stronger than this.) he's not supposed to be tired but he is. his grades start to slip up a bit. nothing too concerning since the year is ending but he wonders if he'll end with it. graduation comes, everyone's nostalgic on how far they've come.

a solution, or just entertainment. but lately he can't even be not boring, since for some reason he feels... tired. he's not supposed to be. he hasn't suffered as much as his friends had. (he pushes bitter memories down. it wasn't that bad. he's supposed to-

from, but, he knows that his time is limited. he's done what he can. it's a lonely school night that he realized, he doesn't know how to interact with the others without him being needed to do something, without him offering something, whether it's comfort,-

but of course this takes a toll on phainon. you can't exactly carry everyone's pain and get off scot free. my guy is burnt out (balancing grades and helping your loved ones do that), tired, and honestly, there's a little timer, he doesn't know where it came-

what can a highschooler do against abusive parents, traumatic childhoods and unfair circumstances in general? that won't stop phainon of course. he does what he can, so starts this series of events of trying to get everyone to reach graduation( era nova)-

kinda wanna do those fic threads.
VERY slown burn #myphai
highschool au but the cycles #phainon goes through is feeling like the days drag on, feeling like nothing changes wherever he goes. he tries to help out his friends (the chrysos heirs) but-

huhu that's true, but we do the best we can 🫂 i hope i'll be doing ok too, thank you (*ˊᗜˋ*)>

i just remembered i have phainon and mydei inspired ocs. might make a comic for them one day

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have to sort some stuff before i finalize it (◡‿◡)

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watch me write a #phainon fic but i just end up venting so i enter a flow state which makes me realize i gotta lock in or i might end up pulling a khaslana

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