I ain't giving up, anxiety isn't allowed to win.

Day 15, I found out I've been doing lat pulldowns wrong this whole time 🤦🏾‍♀️Oh well, live and learn. #weightloss #fitnessjourney

Day 14, cardio at home! I wanted to make sure I didn't have a other dizzy spell. Tomorrow, we lift!💪🏾✨️ #weightloss #fitnessjourney

Happy Birthday to me and all of the other 7/11 babies! ♋️ ✨️ 🥳 #julybirthday

I definitely can hear my own thoughts, it's almost constant. I can visualize most things, though the level of detail varies. Reading and writing is "voiced" by my inner voice.

I gotta talk to myself like damn child, "Okay cool you had your cry now get up off the theoretical Wal-Mart floor and let's go, we got shit to do."

On that day you could call me a catapult cus I'd launch her as far as I could

Display of a smart watch showing 27 minutes and 30 seconds of time on a treadmill, covering 1.11 miles and burn of 133 calories.

Day 13, almost made it to full 30 minutes cardio but I got dizzy. It's possible my blood pressure dropped too low since changing some meds.

I was bout to ignore that notification too! Thanks ya!

Turns out that if you do squats every 45 minutes in an 8.5-hour period, you can get the same benefits of controlling blood sugar as a 30 minute walk! Good to know there are alternatives when life gets hectic. www.x-mol.net/paper/articl...

My family and I were going to be extras in Juwanna Mann when I was like 10 years old, met Tommy Davidson and Vivica A. Fox. We didn't film because it rained the whole day and they ended up using some other folks instead.

Photo of treadmill with incline at 5, speed at 2.0 mph and 27:36 time.

Day 12, yesterday doesn't count cus I got no sleep and had to recoup. I have to remind myself that rest is okay! #fitnessjourney #blackskyfitness #weightloss

Picture of a smart watch showing a 25 minute workout that burned 199 calories.

Day 11, did a Growwithjo kickboxing video. I can do her intermediate videos all the way through now! #fitnessjourney #blackskyfitness #weightloss

Day 10, did cardio at home today. My heart wasn't in it but tomorrow is another day. I'll keep pushing.

Day 9, did a Lean Beef Patty abs work out at home. I know abs are made in the kitchen but core workouts always make me look better because my posture improves tremendously #blackgymsky #weightloss #fitnessjourney

A staircase

Day 8, this is always the final boss of leg day #blackskyfitness #weightloss #fitnessjourney

Yeah I got myself a cheap lil bread machine and make my own. At least that way I know what goes in it.

Being parentified sucks. I'm not "mom number two," I'm a daughter too.

I want my chest to hurt because I'm doing too much cardio and not because of old bs that doesn't matter anymore.

Day 7, arms again! My anxiety been spiking, did arms extra hard cus I can't punch folks #blackskyfitness #gymsky #weightloss

Ugh, didn't go to sleep until 5AM. I wish I could drink energy drinks without feeling like I'm gonna die.

Day 6, I forgot to take a picture but I did a workout video at home 💪🏾✨️

I finished Parasyte: The Maxim the other day and 1. Migi is my favorite character, 2. Murano is my least favorite character, 3. I feel like the show is overrated overall. Maybe I need to read the manga to get the hype. #blerdsky

Car steering wheel and cirkul water bottle

Day 5, did a dumbell full body work out, had to get up out of there cus it was hot as hell #gymsky #weightloss #fitnessjourney

Made it to the gym and the air isn't on!! It's like walking into a sauna.

Day 4, stayed at home and walked on the walking pad #gymsky #weightloss #fitnessjourney

I've resolved that whenever I'm over it I'm running to the store and getting 1lb of meat and eating that to hit my protein. Keep it simple, right?

Day 3, today was legs! Motivation was low, so I just did some squats and kick backs. Now for some lunch #gymsky #weightless #fitnessjourney