thank you so much!

He has no qualms with it at all.

And of course, both my protagonists would love to take it out on the antagonist and the villain, who are both particularly disgusting.
Question is, do they?

Do not proceed if...

you want a meet-cute. (there is nothing cute about these two lunatics.)

You want a hero fixed by love. (some people can't be fixed. Or shouldn't be.)

you prefer gay rights. (there are only gay wrongs here)

Awaken, My Love is a Gothic vampire novel about two disaster gays making terrible decisions in a sentient castle. Proceed with caution, lest the vampires devour you on the way in 🩸
Enter the castle. Prepare to Bleed.

thank you! I will

My health has not been improving, so I will be taking a break and resting more.
Posting will be bare bones for the rest of the month.

you prefer vampires who ask nicely. (why ask when you can just scream and get hard about it)

you want well-adjusted characters (the mental illness is basically its own protagonist)

but if you like your vampires hungry, your romance obsessive, and your castles watching...proceed, if you dare.

Awaken, My Love available as ebook, paperback and for free on Kindle Unlimited. The illustrated cover of Awaken, My Love a gay gothic romance novel. It shows a brown vampire with red eyes and shoulder-length wavy black hair wearing antique black and white clothing while looking toward the viewer. He is holding a man in his hands. The man is pale with long beige hair, wearing white and cream colored clothing. He is in profile, looking up and gripping the vampire's shirt. There are split open pomegranates threaded through the burgundy title of the novel.

He feels nothing. The vampire feels everything. The castle wants the rest.

Hurt, and bleed, and fuck, and fear.
Fear it all. Feel it all.

www.amazon.com/dp/B0G6V8S6YQ

Do not proceed if...

you want a meet-cute. (there is nothing cute about these two lunatics.)

You want a hero fixed by love. (some people can't be fixed. Or shouldn't be.)

you prefer gay rights. (there are only gay wrongs here)

Awaken, My Love is a Gothic vampire novel about two disaster gays making terrible decisions in a sentient castle. Proceed with caution, lest the vampires devour you on the way in 🩸
Enter the castle. Prepare to Bleed.

perfect gif too!

thank you so much! I'm so glad you enjoyed it

Awaken My Love by Marat Earendel He feels nothing. The vampire feels everything. The castle wants the rest. Astaire Bloom, an unfeeling man devoid of hope, takes a job in a remote castle under a mysterious employer. As sinister events unfold around him, he starts to feel things he thought himself incapable of. And the castle is hungry for it. To uncover the secrets buried within, he must endure more than he ever imagined.

Awaken My Love by Marat Earendel || Gothic, sensual and beautiful #books

Wanted to do another one but got no time. Instead some tropes

Frankenstein x Interview with the Vampire

🩸 Gay wrongs
🩸 There is only 1 castle
🩸 Angst & Yearning
🩸 Aroused to scared pipeline
🩸 Hurt/Comfort
🩸 Nihilist x existentialist
🩸 Castle with Secrets
🩸 Hunk in Distress

#posterpit #p #a #h #r

Definitely not. I'm very much a struggling artist of the old fashioned kind 😅

this sounds amazing

Mozart [skull] Salieri [skull] Bach [skull] Beethoven [skull] Tchaikovsky THE DECOMPOSER An Alcohol-Fueled Murderous Rampage Across Time, But For a Good Cause, Almost [Author's full name blurred]

THE DECOMPOSER

Mozart and Salieri team up to assassinate Bach, Beethoven and Tchaikovsky. If all goes well, Mozart will save the future of music, and most importantly, humble the YouTube comments section.

If not, Salieri might kill him. Again.

#PosterPit #CO #A

SINNERS X THIS RAVENOUS FATE

When a strange white man approaches her with the power to set herself free, Angeline accepts… but she didn’t understand the price she would have to pay or how much it would bite.

#PosterPit #Q #F #A #H #LGBT

Poster for The House Ate Souls coming in May 2026. Pictures of flower. Since it's almost here, I labeled it as published as preorders are up.

GOLDEN GIRLS x HOUSE OF LEAVES. For years, Radha and her family have lived in their sentient home that thrives off the souls of those deemed evil. After years of consuming those, it craves something new: Radha's boyfriend. Now she must choose to save her new love or her home. #PosterPit #A #H #R #P

a graphic in the style of a movie poster for awaken my love a gothic mm horror romance novel. there is a red castle in the background and a skeleton. a man stands in the corner with a cadnle in hand. the lower bottom is turqoise with yellow text

As a cinephile, I had to make this poster inspired by one of my favourite old horror films.

Awaken, My Love is a Gothic vampire novel about two disaster gays making terrible decisions in a sentient castle.

Available as E-book, paperback or on KU.

#posterpit #p #a #h #r

New month, new free queer novels and short stories! I'm part of the queer all year even and my erotic vampire short story is available to download there too. Can you guess which is my cover 😅

books.bookfunnel.com/queer-all-ye...

A film poster for Feed Me Your Heart, a YA fantasy/romance/horror novel about a girl addicted to magical hearts who has to hunt a water spirit

Haunted by her ruined reputation, Ró joins a heart-eating cult to hunt down the one creature whose heart can buy her life back.

🫀 Cultish magic
💀 Deadly personality tests
🧌 Scandinavian folklore
🖤 Romance á la OUABH

WHERE THE DARK STANDS STILL x YOUR BLOOD, MY BONES

#YA #F #R #H #PosterPit

the exhaustion is real. I've been barely working and mostly just crashing in bed.

How does one deal with this?

I'm so tired why am I even awake? Can I just sleep for three weeks straight please

oh yeah shit i forgot. poor babies having such a hard life. We should totally help them out since we make less than 100 a year anyway, we totally can.

OOOF. I feel strongly (as someone who will make more than $100 a year without issue) that the people making more should carry the fees, if anyone has to. I understand the issue of overhead of thousands of small payments, but raise the payment threshold if you must, and charge the rest of us.

Still a few hours to grab this #IndieApril deal on Woman of Sorrow and Blood!

have they ever considered maybe raising the royalty percentage they take from authors who make a certain amount of money (like thousands not less than 100) to offset some of the costs? Or maybe make some rules around AI books?

Hi #portfolioday ! I'm Ceddie and I draw medievally. Comms closed for now but will be reopening soon.

Mood board with 9 gothic, victorian, or medical photos that establish a dark academia mood.

“Then make me whole. Take away my anger and I’ll weather the shame with you. I am not your bride, not your monster. I ought to be thy Adam. 𝑳𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒆.”

𝔒𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔅𝔢 𝔗𝔥𝔶 𝔄𝔡𝔞𝔪
🏳️‍🌈 Queer Frankenstein retelling
🕰️ 1890s Germany
💀 Medical gothic body horror
🏳️‍⚧️ Trans rage

#WSPit #W #LGBT #A #H #Hi #Own

how do I get on that list, because i very much agree

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thank you so much! I hope you enjoy it