ok im done see you in another two weeks when i remember to come back

hugs #kazuxiao

sorry im just posting just to post because i genuinely dk wat to say on this app and what's the point of even posting art here anymore

i unbricked my account by pulling both bina and ineffa but now im too broke for varka its JOEVER ..... i wish i made money off of drawing yaoi to fund my varka funds. ANYWAY NEW PFP!

oh you were so fast to rt LOL yeah im kinda back (not sure if its permanent but oh well)

i was going to post this today on twitter but its not working so. i might as well just post here for now whatever

my kazuxiao and yanyan

I was dead for almost a whole year omfg oops

Shit well i guess im back here 😭ill probably post poisoned ver. / previews to my art on twitter and post everythint here FUUUCKKK AFUCK god IDK we’ll see fuck this is pissing me off so bad

cant believe 4 years later im still grappling with this ... youd think ive improved but im either just as bad or worse than how i used to be

i think as long as people enjoy and dont stone me for posting only a bit every week ill be alright? but i havent checked notifications for 3 weeks now </3 i can never win with my insecurities and expectations

drawing comics have been biting me in the ass i guess esp since i drew backgrounds for a couple of them ... and doing all this while writing every day is so draining but i also love what i do so i dont know lol

i dont know where else to say this and i feel like theres too many people on main (even though i only have 2k smth followers lmfao) but i wonder if ill ever stop feeling like i'm never doing enough when i only post art 1-2 times a week

A four panel comic. Each panel is roughly the same. Panel 1: I am leaning into my monitor screen, scribbling the final touches of a drawing. Text above reads '(A multi hour illustration.)' Panel 2: I lean back. Text above reads '*Save*' Panel 3: I pause, not moving at all. Panel 4: Finally in the last panel I speak, declaring 'I hate it.'

...that's just part of the process sometimes

hahah i have free time this weekend! you can let me know whenever laoshi wants to do it 😆

No 😭😭😭😭

Oh yes!!! I was also thinking about this the other day hahaha

27 days, 27 starters! Happy Pokémon day!

SOO pretty im obsessed

ai generated content is getting worse 😭

i think i have to download glaze/nightshade and pray for the best

twitter getting worse do we all die

but this is where i have that same problem of idk who'd even gaf about it except for me so whats the point of posting BIG SIGH

kind of want to make a nsfw acc just bcs i dont know how i feel about posting on main where minors probably follow me ouu...

+so i think its safe to say that this bubble is fine the way it is even if i dont get the engagement that i once had two years ago even if my self esteem gets a little bit down at times

i dont know what happened that made the kzx community so small or maybe i was deluded to think that it was actually large because of the people i was friends with, but id like to think that its fine the way it is right now? no toxic shippers (as far as i know) and everyone minds their business +

ok wow i actually cant believe i ended up posting the fic before the end of the year ... maybe it wouldve been a hit back when kzx was more popular in the peak of genshin's popularity but i still appreciate every single kudo comment or read or whatever +

MY BSKY HOMIES.... THANK U FOR SEEING THIS JOURNEY THROUGH WITH ME... i hope you all enjoy this it was a blast writing it thank you so much . if it makes you happy reading then ive done my job!!!

is it really a homerun if i'm not running to you?
⚾️#kazuxiao baseball fic
⚾️ 6 completed chapters, ~117k
⚾️ baseball rivals kzx, so much yearning and angst, but they'll figure it out!!!
⚾️https://archiveofourown.org/works/61024246