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Early for therapy, I took the cache to enjoy a tree.

Got to therapy a bit early and had a bit of a glorious start to the day. Crisp, bright, blue, and the trees, the trees and all the blossom. Took a moment to just breathe and listen to the wind thru the trees. My foot was in agony by the time I got home, but it was so worth it!
#criplife
#psithurism

Never regret!

In two days, I get my stupid foot checked. I cannot wait to get the cast off even if it's only for an hour! Driving me crazy!!!
#criplife

Well, hey Maximus!

Will you tell us his name??

That's so great to hear. Once they all settle in with each other it will be lovely. Your cat, I imagine, will decide one way or the other if your new pup is ok.

How's he settling in??

Ok. It's been a week and a bit since my foot went kablooey!! It aches, it hurts, it itches and every part of my inner bitch wants to tear off the cast and make it be gone. But I am trying to be good and sensible. Really.
I am. Next week "No surgery, no new cast, wear a boot and walk"
#criplife

I am a big fan of "bad kitty" pats!!

Me too! My day starts way before Jonathan's, and I get quite impatient waiting!!

I got fish and chips in for tea, as a treat for getting thru hospital.

It's delicious, but I can't even eat half. My appetite happens, but my ability to eat has diminished. I'm not sure how I feel about that.
#criplife

I swear, between my foot, my hand, my back and my crip stick muscles, it's a fight to see what hurts worse!

Trip to the hospital for an ultrasound unrelated to my current shite, and I am about ready to collapse.

And I still have to get home.
#criplife

I did that when I moved across the world and, er, forgot to go back 😁

I broke my foot in three places when I had an argument with the floor last night. Was going with the theory that if I ignored the pain and my inability to walk, it would all be fine. I was really wrong. Ouch!

Yay you, and that lovely kitty. Will you keep him if there is nobody who belongs to him? (Saying him coz I don't like saying it)

I've got mice squeaking in my flat. I have tried to be rid, but.
I've got mice squeaking in my flat.

Sleep. I think I have forgotten what it is. I'm going through one of my can't sleep won't sleep phases. The stupid sheep are refusing to jump over the fence and my pills have mostly failed. So tomorrow, I will ask my doctor for more different drugs. And cross my fingers.
#insomnia
#mentalhealth

They just make it all ok.

She didn't call. It's too late there now. I was so looking forward to talking to her. It's been forever.
I have become sadder and sadder, and now, no hope. I feel broken a bit.
#sadness
#disappointment
#broken
#nohope
#mentalhealth

I am waiting, hoping for a call from my sister. She lives on the other side of the world. It has been ages since we talked. She said she would and I am waiting. Hoping. Please don't let me down.

It's a bright and sunny day and I am on my way to therapy after missing last week. Trepidation is the word of the day. I know there will be questions I can't really answer, but I will try.
#mentalhealth
#traumaticbraininjury
#lostdays

I am going to try something. Probably not a fan idea, but, well...
The last 2 or 3 days I've not gone to bed before 6am.
So tonight I'm going to stay up til tomorrow night to see if I can do a soft reset! Or maybe a hard reset.
#insomnia
#mentalhealth
#depression

Every time I hear of someone upset about UC asking questions, reviews or whatever, it makes me anxious and I have to check mine.
I know at some point I will have to do a thing with them, but I switch between slight anxiety at the thought of having to get stuff together and relief that it's not yet.

I filled in an autism assessment thing in the wee small hours. It started at question 4. This, I do not understand. Where did the first three go??? My tiny little mind is now stuck on this tiny little problem. It will grow large over the next few hours #puzzles #worried #why

Discombobulated. I am feeling...grey...no happy, no sad, not really, just grey clouds and nothing. I'm knitting despite arthritis killing my hand. The yarn and the needles help get me out of my head for awhile #knitting #depression #calm I'm trying anyway.

In my head, it feels like the middle of the day, but it's 10 to 3. The witching hour.

2026. 6am. I am still awake. FUCK.

#Christmas2025 I spent the morning away from anything that could connect me to the world so that I didn't have to talk to Australia and any family. Mind, when I did look into the world, I needn't have bothered avoiding it. Nothing. Not a peep. Happy Christmas me 🎄😔