#Kitten #Snuggles #Love

Gods. I wish my pain had ever mattered even a fraction of what she makes her pain matter. Everyone (me especially) has to cater to her and stop her pain, less the house blow up.

I think its finally happening. I'm cracking. I've had a string of bad days/weeks/months. Every day some new stress and bullshit. And I keep crying. I cant do it all. I WANT to do it all but I just can't. And I get barely any help even tho all I do is help. #TraumaDumpThursday

#Birthday presents from my coworkers. #GuineaPigs #Cats #Halloween #Love

#HappyBirthday to me. 1 more year gone and an unknown amount left. My bio mother and twin sister #TEXTED again to wish me a happy birthday. They at least did that this year. But really? Still only worthy of a text. I havent responded. I did respond to my bio brother tho. He DOES call sometimes.

Iggy kept distracting me from morning #exercises. But look at that face! #Kitten #Love

Omg that #cat. We #found him after scouring half the block; twice. We knew he was towards the north of the house, which has a busy street at the end of my road. We saw him briefly at the #AbandonedHouse on the corner. Then, we found him at #home in the backyard. Relief and frustration. Lol

If I hear any more about the #BadBunny language shit, ima just tell them to go back to #England or start speaking any 1 of the #FirstNations languages. (No, I don't speak any, but that's because I, sadly, don't know any but want to). There is too much division. Music is Music.

#Bluesky won't let me post a #video of my perma-kitten Peachie Pie being cute. She's an orange tabby that is the size of a 5 month old #kitten, and she's like 4 years old now. And bitchy. She can be MEAN. But she was being #cute and I cant post it. I even shrank the video, cropped it.

The #weather has been so #weird. Cold in the AM and warm/hot in the PM, and the shift back to cold is quick. #Love #sweater weather tho! Best kind!

I hope everyone is having a #GreatDay!

Before and after pics of my #Christmas #presents for this year. I always #craft something. Crayons shaved and melted into glass ornaments. Easy and pretty.

I hope everyone has a good night. #GoodNight #BlessedBe

I I'm not #catholic. Not #Christian. But I do like #PopeLeoXIV in some ways. But. And a big BUT. He is condemning the wealthy while he lives in luxury. He credits women for helping the disenfranchised, but women are excluded from high ranks in the church. Do better Leo.

I hope everyone has a great day! #GoodMorning

It's a bad bad #fibromyalgia day on Lake Erie. Rain and high humidity is seeping into the very fiber of my being. So much pressure and pain.

Added another #witch / #cat to my crew. She's dancing with the broom. Getting her #groove on. Lol

1 skein down, 5 to go. #knitting #babyblanket

Lmao. I hate the word demure thanks to kids, but yes, I believe the OG meaning works well here. But suspicious works better.

Stop Putting Pain Cremes On The Bottom Shelf, You Bastards!

Omg look at him!

New #audiobook acquired. Curse of the #dragon shadow by Selina A #Fenech. I'm in love. Definitely #recommend for #fantasy, female protagonist story.

Noo! My #audiobook #sequel doesn't come out until April 2026! Damn it!! Shield of Sparrows by Devney Perry is a good listen on #Libby

Aaaaaaand she's slept all day. Asleep now. I love burnout and watching others try to get rest that I also need and can never get because they won't help me.

Annie: Maybe YouTube video by Andrea McArdle - Topic

Current mood.

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It wasn't as bad as the reaction made it seem but because of stress induced migraine, I couldn't mask anymore. But my night Mgr kept finding stuff for me to do until about 845 0m. Then I got to go home finally. Which I appreciate.

Starbucks had 2 call offs last night. So they took my cleanplay partner who I was supposed to train, to have her l training to make drinks to help the barristas. Ok fine. But my Mgr also said immediately after that she had done some of cleanplay but the rest was on me and I burst into tears.

Migraine from hell last night. Started in the early afternoon but about an hr into Starbucks, every sound was increased in volume by a factor of 10. I can usually try to block background sounds, but not always and never when I have a Migraine. And the day was hell. 1.

And she just tries to be nice. As tho there are no issues. No Work. Nothing causing a bother anywhere. Keep the mood light instead of work thru the issues. But then again, working thru the issues really just turns things around and makes me the bad guy for feeling what I feel. Those are always wrong

I quit. I give up. Doesn't matter what I say, she doesn't listen. She INSISTS she does and she understands, but she doesn't. How can she when she cuts me off when I'm talking so I can't properly explain myself? Or her energy gets aggressive so my brain shuts down and I cant? I don't matter.