I genuinely hate how this bs is making me feel and overthink too cause IK at least some of it is overthinking
But it means I don't want to do anything and just fall back into a depressive slump
BUT I JUST NEED TO DO MY FUCKING HOMEWORK
(it's nearly been 2 weeks since I left the server and so far the 5 whole msgs I've gotten have all been clearly self serving)
Can you tell I'm really just trying to cope with the fact that none of my so called friend group try to talk to me unless it's self serving for them
Mainly Lamina tbh
And most of the writing was set after the story so likeee
I cannot talk about it
At all
Cause the spoiler would be so big
OH I WROTE AND WORKED ON OCS SM TODAY
I actually made some chocolate fudge and like a ramen/hot pot thing (I didn't have a base for either but I made something work) so I have actually been eating good food which makes me happy
alright >:)c
a drawing of my ocs, ava, benji, and josh (left to right) ava has short, dark hair that's mostly hidden in a green beanie and is wearing a dark shirt. she's leaning against ben with her eyes closed, most of her, except her face, is covered by a book. she has especially pale skin here benji has long, white hair in a half up/half down hairstyle as well as brown skin, yellow eyes, and sharp teeth. he's wearing a black t-shirt with a green snake on it over a white long sleeve. he's holding a red book, reading from it josh has dark hair in a bowl cut. he has green eyes that are looking over benji's book as well. he's leaning against benji. he is tanner than ava here, his expression neutral. his eyes are green and he has glasses. he also has a hand on benji's shoulder as he leans over the gray couch in the background, there's a wooden wardrobe and a window with yellow light coming out of it along with an orange wall
the cousins ever ๐ซถ a young benji reading to an even younger ava and josh
{ #oc #ocsky #originalcharacter #art #artsky }
Omg I play both and never realised....
I love going constantly back and forth between yea this friend group is toxic for me and it's all in my head
(Except I am actually treated completely differently and when I stop putting in effort no one bothers with me anymore)
I really need to get more pillows for my bed actually mine suck
And a blahaj
And couch cushions
I am actually vaguely excited to go grocery shopping tomorrow
Aka I have like bread and a tin of soup so ong I need something else to cook
Character page of my oc Dandelion in different outfits and poses. He also has a little headshot where he has short hair instead of his usual long hairstyle
I had a lot of fun on vroid today tho
I'm debating putting too much time and effort into it
Like a couple days before I left the server there was a like what am I from this post thing that everyone was answering about the group
I was instantly hit with 'favourite niche micro celebrity' by the group
Which yea.. I feel like that's exactly the sort of vibe I get of how they treat me
It's so fun seeing the difference between how I'm treated compared to other friends in my friend group...
How bout that nip slip
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{ #trigun | #trigunstargaze | #nicholasdwolfwood | #wolfwood | #trigunwolfwood | #renardsruses | #renardsrusesart }
ใใผใใผไผ็ปใจ่ฒทใฃใๆฌใ่ฏใใใฆใใณใทใงใณไธใใฃใใฎใง่ฌๅฐโก
Sketchy fanart illustration of Hikaru from anime and manga The Summer Hikaru Died
Fanart illustration of Hikaru from anime and manga The Summer Hikaru Died
Fanart illustration of Hikaru from anime and manga The Summer Hikaru Died
Screenshot redraw fanart of Hikaru from anime and manga The Summer Hikaru Died
It's best deceased boy birthday~โจ๏ธ๐๐
One day I will return with more fanarts of Hikaru โ|๏ฟฃ|๏ผฟ
#hgsn #tshd #art
I got complimented on my trigun pins yesterday :3
PLAYER 2
immaculate vash
A fantasy character sheet showcasing three different outfits for a character with a warm green complexion and branch horns sprouting from their head adorned with wavy auburn hair. Her eyes are big and orange, the same as her round berries hanging from their pointy ears. For the first drawing, the outfit is reminiscent of an autumnal witchy wardrobe. She is wearing a white shirt hugged by a dark brown corset from which a lot of gold jewelry is hanging, a long beige skirt with a warm brown piece of cloth covering the skirt in half. Her shirt is hugged by rope suspenders and decorated with two-colored collars and ribbons. She is also wearing a witch hat with dark orange flowers and brown boots. In the second drawing, she is wearing a yellow top with a green bow and white laces, tucked into brown bell-bottoms. Pants have green strings decorating the front top and the pockets, and white frills at the bottom. Eshmara also has a dark brown jacket with decorative belts and such, dark brown ropes tied from her pants on which there are different fun accessories such as beetles. The last drawing shows a summer-like outfit with her hair styled into two bubble braids, and feet exposed. She is wearing a beige dress with a two-colored corset. The dress has asymetrical teal and orange pieces of cloth with a short apron-like rounded clothing tucked under the corset. The background is beige with text on the right side: "A florist of the Witching Garden living in Yivezheng, a world under the big oak tree amongst roots. Very easily fascinated by weird and broken artefacts, and she has an unknown artefact - a hauntingly beautiful compass with star motifs gifted by the traveling antiquarian - Uer. This leads her to new exciting adventures she has always been dreaming of. Eshmara is a lover of dragons and dreams of meeting one. One of her favorite books is about a sleeping blue dragon deep in the sea." Above the text, there's moth decoration with a tassel.
uh oh! #vashwood
