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He's not versed enough in kink to recognize it as one, per se, but Aidan Would enjoy the benefits of being an unknowing findom.
(He just thinks he has some guy who likes to be bullied, is weirdly into buying him whatever he wants, and keeps nudging him to ask for more expensive gifts)
idle thoughts
two words for drawing Aidan might as well be "submissive" and "breedable" which makes it surprising that his actual canon hookups involve him as the dominant party
it's just in the "I am going to suck your dick until you're dry, you will not touch me, and then you will leave" way.
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It's a purely vibe-based thing depending on the scene & writing, but usually Aidan is quiet...ish
Quiet specifically, not silent. He babbles a stream of horny nonsense, but it's mostly in a low voice that increases in volume the closer he is (By the time he gets off, he's incoherent)
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Boy has a massive praise kink and will do absolutely anything to be called good, especially coming from an authority figure (play or otherwise).
He's yet to hear a "good girl" but he'd be annoyed about the "girl" part until he thinks a second longer and realizes he likes That, too.
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Depends on the canon/AU, but for Aidan it ranges from never having tried anything BDSM-adjacent at all* to comically undernegotiated 24/7 TPE.
The latter is, obviously, the real answer lol
(*knowingly. He still tends to fall into it even if he doesn't recognize what it is.)
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Tangent 2: Probably with some older man he'd known and trusted since he was a kit, which ok Problematic or whatever but also inevitable when you're one of the youngest adults in a den and your people live 500+ years on average.
(also b/c age gaps w/ mentor relationships are hot ok.)
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Tangent: Still workshopping exactly how he loses it later tbh. Leaning around age 24 when he goes back home to the den to take up a breeder role, after he'd broken his leg/knee badly enough to kill his pro sports prospects (and his dreams) (fucker is Depressed)
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It's canonically the reason Aidan is as good as he is at sucking dick lol
Aaand also why he didn't try PIV or even let anyone touch him At All until much later. He didn't trust the majority of men to react well if they were to find out he's trans, so everything was entirely one-sided.
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About 6' 3" (190.5 cm) and ~260 pounds (~118 kg)
I rarely get to point it out (or depict it) because he consistently gets shoved up against characters even bigger than he is, but he is Not Small.
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Also, every time I mention "Aidan would get frustrated by his partner doing (sex thing)" it comes with fine print reading "bc it would be hot if they ignored his wants/demands and used him however they wanted & make him accept it"
Chest code to taming this particular brat tbh.
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He's not dense enough to look at his own (thick) (very) thighs and wonder what the appeal of fucking them is, but 9.99 times out of 10 he'd greatly prefer actual penetration (and he'll get frustrated enough to try convincing his partner that his pussy would feel way better than this)
ungracefully sidestepping the problem by making my central character a (mostly) unpaid kept sex worker for colony reproductive purposes (I get to do both at once)
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His story is modern fantasy and his life has been comfortable enough so it's nothing Wild lol but
The reason Aidan's knee Looks Like That is a complex fracture that ended in him having a total knee replacement before 30. (Thanks, career-ending sports injuries)
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Ironically, his personal vision of someone actually "fixing" this is... them making him worse.
He wants a partner who can tame him and tell him exactly how to act/think/look so he doesn't 'need' to play his little guessing game of "how should I change myself so you won't abandon me?"
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He's ok at hiding it sometimes, but it always devolves into him feeling compelled to perform the ideal partner to keep their interest.
(please fix him)
Basically: He doesn't have much sense of self. Anything that he can change to be more pleasing, will be changed.
(Please Fix Him)
today is #AidanPosting day, I guess, so.
Honestly one thing I always try to get across when I'm actually writing the fucker is the undercurrent of insecurity and desperation he brings to, like, every last one of his relationships.
Little bastard is not mentally well.
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(Translator's note: he uses sex to keep his partner(s) from leaving.
Aidan Logic dictates that if he can't be useful, then he can at least be interesting. And if he can't be interesting, then all he believes he can give them is being something pleasurable.)
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Physical touch, quality time, words of affirmation.
Translation: he's a clingy slut with abandonment issues and a praise kink.
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Unsurprisingly, the exhibitionist would greatly enjoy being party to fulfilling a voyeuristic fetish.
(As long as he was the one being exposed, at least)
the fun thing about having a bigender character as your primary original blorbo is getting to make stupid jokes like calling him a woman (male) / man (female)
Turns out you can fit a whole lot of Gender in those tits of his.
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Having some kind of #thoughts about body worship + Aidan but my brain isn't working well enough rn to elaborate coherently
Either way please imagine him trying to pretend that he isn't enjoying it to cover up the overwhelmed embarrassment because that's really the crux of it.
though honestly I don't care about the form of address for him nearly as much, he canonically takes either and is somewhere between neutral to preferring the feminine depending on specifics
e.g. "mother" yes "father" eh alright
"boyfriend/girlfriend" both ok
etc etc
it's always funny when I correct someone on Aidan's pronouns (masculine) and then immediately have to correct them again on his preferred forms of address (feminine)
I will never have OC without a complicated relationship to gender and when I call him a "male MILF" I am Not Joking
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Doylist: Aidan bottoms because I want him to get knocked up.
Watsonian: he does both but most harness strapon designs ignite The Dysphoria, so his topping is limited to non-penetrative acts (strapless ones are fine but unwieldy so it's usually more fun for all involved if he bottoms)
realized last night that Aidan is unintentionally an inversion of the Dead Anime Mom trope (by making him a mother who's the last living member of his family)
✨ pointless OC Facts ✨
he hides it by dyeing it to match the rest of his hair, but Aidan's going white-headed prematurely
if/when I get bored while working, I'll occasionally paint it in even if I never post that version anywhere.
LRP still thinking about those quiz results because the other day I did actually have the offhand thought that Aidan would be Really into getting punched hard enough to bruise in highly visible areas as, like, the endpoint of his Thing for being hurt/marked.
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prey animal who's never known a boundary he hasn't tried to push seeks someone who will punch him in the face and pet his hair afterward
...actually it's entirely accurate.
(quiz thing here)
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also ngl I always laugh a little at the low like number when I post things that are essentially "reminder: this guy is an insufferably selfish brat who is just patently disinterested in doing anything sexual that doesn't serve him"
(the appeal is in someone training him out of it)
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Never done it b/c he doesn't get it.
Aidan, essentially: "Sounds boring as fuck. I've got a cunt an' a mouth an' it'd feel better for *both* of us if you used one of 'em."
Otoh, p good if you're Really into dispassionate titjobs where the vibe is him just waiting for it to be over.