Basically, I remember growing up with religious books that depicted martyrs, and that spiraled into this weird fetish where I picture inquisition levels of torture, yet I'm not capable of hurting a fly (Litterally, I would open a window) and concider all life as precious and worth taking care of. I hate myself for this fetish, but I struggle to ignore it. It's a part of me, and I wish it would go away. I couldn't picture anyone I know going through this, but if it's in a fantasy setting, like an old sexploitation flick, I'm so down for it. It's so weird. Human beings are weird.
My previous doodles. I sneak in one every once in a while and finished this page recently. I want to get better at drawing, but this isn't something you can doodle in public ๐
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